... for us. Not only are we dirt poor, but I cant move around much. It's so hard to get things done and we always try to keep a positive spirit around the house. We do the best we can making jokes and such and people only show there good times, including myself. Like I want people watching me struggle to walk, or wrap presents. No... if something was to happen to me because of the negligence of these medical doctors, then I want my kids to find a treasure grove of videos. Showing the moments I'm strongest. I feel silly uttering the word 'strongest' because I'm not that strong at all. So much goes on in between the shots...when I'm gone I want people to remember the best parts.