do i still make art? i havent touched painting in too long
this is not good
i have been wrapped up in steemit
this is for sure
im not h8in
i just need to realize there are distractions
i need to also realize that
its ok to let myself explore
different areas of interest
i guess im tweaking because of my show on saturday.
i dont know if i am good
i gotta work through this.
i should be at "studio update three hundred and something" by now
what have i been doing
i feel unsatisfied.
knowing other people
are doing it better than me
is it good to feel that way?
its depressing
but it could be motivating
