No matter where I have tried to put myself out there on the internet, my depression gets the best of me. I start thinking that no one will ever pay attention to what I have to say. But this has kind of changed on this platform. I don't feel the same pressure to be known. I, as an adverage person can get by here just by posting aboit the way I feel. I see this as an advantage here, where I no longer have to conform to certain language. I feel freer than ever knowing that no matter what I say, it cannot hurt my chances here. All I feel is that I should have fun and be myself. I am literally able to be more like the person I truly am. I wish only to have the means of providing better content than I currently can. Because I seek improvement, and I want to be able to share things. But a lot of what I want to do is being covered by others. I am drawing a blank currently as to what type of content to produce and how I can possibly go about doing so.