This blog is going to be a different topic than what I have covered before. I have had various paranormal experiences in my life but the one that has touched me the most happened the night that the kids dad passed away.
Before I get too deep into this, I want to say that I respect others beliefs and I hope you can respect mine as well. I have found people who want to debate this subject in the past. I can tell you, that I am not interested in a debate. You either believe or you do not. I am okay with either but I have no intention of defending what I believe.
The experience was huge for me and it has forever changed the way that I feel about rather there is an afterlife or if we are more than we know now. That said, I have never been an atheist but I have also never completely believed the bible either.
Obviously, the night he passed away was not an easy night for us. Throughout the entire night I felt very strongly that his grandma was there. It was his mother’s mother, to be exact. I felt like she was there to help him pass to the other side.
I also felt like she was there to ease our minds as well. I guess to let us know that she would be taking good care of him. Those are the feelings that I got from it all. I should add that his grandmother passed away before I was part of the family. I had never meet her.
Just hours before he passed, my sister in law and I were setting in the dark when a flash light came on by itself and was shining right on us. We investigated and there was no way it should have just came on.
I had a feeling that he was going to pass on that day for a couple of weeks prior to it. I had shared that with his mother. I did not tell our children though because they were only nine and eleven at the time. (He passed away on Christmas Day.)
Just moments after he passed away, our daughter emerged from a back bedroom. I went over to her so she could not see why the adults were standing by her father. I took her to the bathroom. I could see she was sick and from touching her I could tell she had a fever. (It turned out to be strep throat.) She could tell I was upset and I could tell she knew why. I explained it to her and gave her a teary hug.
My sister in law came in and we took my daughter with us so we could wake the rest of the kids up, including my son, and tell them the news as well. Telling your young children their father died is not something you ever want to do. It was very hard. They had pain that I could not fix or take away.
I was a smoker at the time and I badly wanted to go outside to smoke right after his death but I was not ready to leave my kids just yet. After a couple of hours, I asked their aunt to sit with them while I went out for a cigarette.
It was about three in the morning and it was bitterly cold. We were out in the country on a farm, in a very flat area where the wind is very known to blow pretty hard. It had been a cloudy day and cloudy that night. So when I went outside I found it very strange that the wind was non-existent.
The next thing that caught my attention was I looked up and I noticed that, in a circular shape, the clouds had backed off above the farm. The first thing that came to my mind was the clouds had moved to allow his spirit to pass through.
I was just standing there staring up at the sky. I had a lot going through my mind when out of no where, in my right ear, I heard him whisper goodbye to me.
The experience has changed how I look at everything now. Up to that point there was always a shadow of a doubt in my mind even though I had other paranormal experiences.
I had experiences after that, involving him, as well. The one that stands out the most was months later. I was taking a shower. I bent my head back to rinse shampoo out of my hair. When I closed my eyes I seen him, his face was right in mine and he did not say anything. He just put his forehead on mine and I felt it. I opened my eyes he wasn't there anymore. All I can tell you is that it felt as real to me as anything else does.
There were dreams involved too but I think that I'm going to talk about the dreams in a different blog. I may also share some of my other paranormal experiences that I have had in later blogs too.
I feel like I experienced something beautiful the night he passed away. I guess I wanted to share it with anyone that is interested. If you have had paranormal experiences I would love to hear about them so please leave them in the comments or make your own post about them and link to them here in the comments so I will not miss reading them.
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