My life has been a bit messy. Alcohol amplified every problem. There's no technological solution for human weakness. No number of words can give you back 5 months in jail and 4 in rehab that you lost with your kids. At the end of the longest day, none of those decisions look right. I've worked hard to put it all back together. This week I've bought the American dream: a house, a van. I have stable employment and multiple income streams. I am not unhappy but I wouldn't say I am well.