Good morning! I slept very well last night, but I did take a nice relaxing extra hour of loafing on the bed this morning. I have just finished my coffee, and I believe that pancakes are on the way for breakfast. Yum yum yum. After pancakes I need to go into town and run some errands. I will grab some Starbucks on the way! I still have some gift cards that I need to use up.
It's another dreary overcast morning. Perhaps the sun will burn these clouds away. Either or, I am going to make the best of it. I am going to keep working on my posture and back problems. Yoga and exercise is on the list. Drink a good amount of water. Play, read, write, relaxation time. I want to dance!
So, today I feel like a 5. I am coming off of the upswing and coming down. I hope that I can maintain normalcy and balance. I need to keep doing healthy habits and routines. Keeping this journal is sometimes the only constant I have in my life. Even if I don't want to write, or if I have too much to write, it helps me keep on track in so many ways. Just letting my feelings out is very helpful.
I am working hard on becoming a better person, and it is not as easy as I would hope. Looking at ourselves and our dark truths is difficult. The very things that drive me crazy about other people, I find in myself. It is a whirlwind of self discovery. Taking for granted my shadow. Lashing out, every single chance, I must meditate to resolve it, but it screams even louder and louder. Persistence is key.
Pancake time! Thanks for reading and everybody have a wonderful day <3 <3 <3