why is the post so much easier to do when im sitting and thinking and not at a device to type, or even transcribe

why am i still in the 90s on tech?

and when will my finances allow me to have 'the new fangle dangle appliance'?

im typing on a thrown out keyboard, on a pc thats the remaining drive of win10 lappy @sammosk was so generous to buy me out of my own money

soon it will die to, and so will the existence i was on the chain.

and noone will even notice...

where are the cats? says noone...

its been weeks

maybe months

and not one person asked

theyre fine btw. one was shitting blood for about 3 days, turns out it was catmilk... they werent used to living the highlife

sorted now

they are what keeps me here

both in the house, and above ground.

im down atm. very down...

and you guys seem to be the only one to talk to. at least, when i erite it down, i feel like it was said. if u didnt hear, thats on you. i said my piece

ps. i fkn hate this new edition of writing... gimme back my sidebyside, singlepagetopost option