You must thank God for your trails and the things that's troubling you, I know this may seem awkward and hard but if you persist, and if you pray the simple words of faith. it will make a difference . I know lots of times you want to shake your fist at God because everything we do seem to go wrong and it definitely seem like we are getting the short in of the stick, but this only leads to self pity, and not only that you may be on the brink of rebellion, in this case the best thing for you to do is give thanks and talk to Him about everything that's troubling you do not complain in this scenario this makes everything worse . But once you cross over that line fits of rage can sweep you away. The best remedy for this is thanksgiving because you can't thank God and curse God at the same time. Thankfulness awakens you to His presence. (Psalm 116 : 17 ) I will offer the the sacrifice of thanksgiving , and will call upon the name of the Lord. (Philippians 4 : 4-6 ) Rejoice in the Lord alway : and again I say rejoice. ( 5 )- Let your moderation be known to all men. The Lord is at hand. (6 )- Be careful for nothing for nothing; but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known unto God.