I've found the truth. The truth is in the Bible. God is real and God is good. Jesus died for those who would have faith in Him. Evangelical Christianity is the truth. Of course, some people refuse to believe the truth but that's their decision.
Read the Bible in a translation you can understand. The modern NIV is good but the version from the 1980s is better.
I became a Christian in 1980 at the age of 21. I accepted what Jesus did on the cross as payment for my sins. I accepted Jesus as Savior and Lord. Over time the Holy Spirit convicted me of my sins and I repented of them. I'll never be perfect while I'm human but I'm a lot better than I used to be.
People who leave the faith are typically people who never believed in the first place. Or they believed a false gospel. Or they're angry at God because of how He runs his universe.
RE: I AM an Ex-Christian