I some times call myself a christian (gnostic) even though I do not like this title because it is misleading. The modern christianity is almost a completely different religion to what Jesus originally taught. There are so many false things associated with this belief such as the idea of eternal hell fire. This idea was created by the church as a method of control and has very little to do with the bible. Below is a very good book that is in both written and audio format. It explains why Hell is completely unbiblical and how we would all be saved
If you found this interesting, here is some other interesting posts I did on the the true christianity before it was changed