My shattered dreams and broken heart
Are mending on the shelf
I saw you holding hands standing close to someone else
Now I sit all alone, wishing all my feeling was gone
I'd give my best to you
Nothing for me to do
But have one last cry
One last cry
Before I leave it all behind
I've gotta put you out of my mind, this time
Stop living a lie
I guess I'm down to one last cry
Cry
I was here, you were there
Guess we never could agree
While the sun shines on you,
I need some love to rain on me
Still, I sit all alone,
Wishing all my feeling was gone
Gotta get over you
Nothing for me to do
But have one last cry
One last cry
Before I leave it all behind
I've gotta put you out of my mind, this time
Stop living a lie
I know I gotta be strong,
'Cause 'round me life goes on and on and on
And on
I'm gonna dry my eyes
Right after I have my one last cry
One last cry
Before I leave it all behind
I'm gonna put you out of my mind, for the very last time
Been living a lie
I guess I'm down
I guess I'm down
I guess I'm down to one last cry
Wait....did you know that @coingecko initiated another contest for 500 sp. I say it's true because I won their last contest and I received it. And now the title of this contest is your favourite song. Actually I found it hard because there are lot of beautiful songs. But it said you must pick one if you'll participate. So my choose for favourite song is the "one last cry by brian mcknight."
Why I chose this sad song? I chose it because this is the song that made me realize. Sometimes you must be strong and move on. Why I need to move on? This is a long story but I will make it short.
So this is my story way back 2010 when I was a bit younger. Maybe I was 21 years old that time and still innocent about love. Yes, I was too innocent to handle my feelings because it was my first time that I had a relationship. I fell for this girl when I was still student at that time. Our home is far from her home. I travel for 6 hours to reach their place because I wanted to be with her. After I visited her place I went home. When I was home home she told me that our relationship was ended. My world was destroyed. I kept on calling her but she didn't answer my call. I wanted to forget her at that time that's why I stopped calling her. When I was ready not to call her or disturb her. She suddenly called me after 3 months. She stated many reasons why she couldn't answers my calls. Of course I still love her and I ended up trusting her again. We back as a lover and I was so happy about it. But 2 weeks after she just told me she was pregnant. I was shocked and at the same time I pittied her. I accepted her even though she's carrying a child even if it wasn't mine. I couldn't deny that time that my heart still aching. I just ate my pride because of my love for her.
Years passed, I stopped studying and I became a full father. I was so happy back then but when I was away of her I heard some rumors. At first I didn't believe it because I want her to be the onw to tell me. But I couldn't believe that she really told me that it was true. I beg her not to do this to me. Even though she knows that I couldn't live without her she still insisted that she love that guy. I cried and cried because it feels like it wasn't true.
Then I always listening the song one last cry. I listened it again and again. I cried of it again and again. This song is really sad that helps me to cry more and express my emotions to go all out. But after listening it for one month I realized something before I knew. I told myself that this will be my one last cry. I will stop living in a lie and made my eyes dried so the tears of yesterday won't come again. There you have it why I chose this song. It made me brought back memories. That is why I love this song because it made me strong and helps me to realize.
So that's my story ended, I just want to invite my friends to join the contest. @benotbuday and @chrismadcboy2016 let's join for 500 sp. I'm interes if what's the story of @amayphin that's why I'll invite her.
But of course I won't forget my close friend here in steemit, the one and only @johndoer123 . Let me read your story and also read my story.
See the original post of @coingecko here