So today has been....hard.
I'm starting to feel like maybe I don't fit on steemit like I thought I did...
It turns out trying to promote a show that is both adult and about news/politics...is super hard here.
Many discord channels won't even let me post on their channel..even if I don't promote NSFW
Even if my thumbnail is censored [they all are now cooss...ugh]
So...today I'm frustrated.
Just had a group that already ousted me from their upvote bot [no NSFW] even though I used the upvote bot for SFW posts, oust me from ANOTHER part of their channel [the one for truth seekers and news] due to my NSFW ness...
The only real place to post NSFW stuff is steemit.chat
and Whaleshares NSFW
Anywhere else, I am at risk of being kicked off the server or at least having my ability to post at all taken away.
The communities available FOR NSFW users...are all focused on the spammy porn posts from what I can see.
You know the ones that are stolen content that isn't sourced at all?
I hardly feel that the people who steal porn and make $ off it on steemit are my community...
So, who's my community?
And where is the community for those of us who are the actual adult workers who make the porn?
I feel like maybe steemit is giving up on us because they expect vice.token to take over.
But it leaves me in limbo until that time.....
There will be no Political Porno tonight as I am bummed out and full of sighs.
I might hop on @dlive to just hang but I dunno.
I even feel out of place on there now too.
Since I'm not a gamer [which is so far what everyone else is..it's cool I get it it's like a twitch clone and the people who want to do talk shows aren't there yet..but I worry when they do get there they too will not be welcoming to me because..NSFW.]
And I'm just generally..very meh.
I guess a whole week of this finally got to me.
kicks dirt