For a while now I've been just living life waking up and working screwing around after work playing video games and watching anime. This is just what you'll see if you just make the basic assumptions that people make on me , Im more than sure my management has seen quite a change of behavior over the time i started working 1 1/2 years ago.
Now for the real story to happen. I went to trade school and graduated a year and 7 months ago , after i graduated i started to work as a machinist.But during my time during high school i cannot recall a time when i felt truly happy i cant recall a moment now, i kinda screwed up because during my time in high school i had a girlfriend for 3 years and she had many complications which kinda distracted me a lot but during those times i felt slightly happy. anyways i made the choice to dump her senior year because i couldn't take it any more she was a very nice sweet girl but professionally she was slowing me down and i knew that i had to start and focus on getting a job or go to college. now me in senior year not knowing what i had really done i tried catching up to the pack of my other classmates but i had failed and learned the hard way and faced my consequences.
I was also pretty alone now that i think about it my best friend went college and so did the rest of my "normal school" friends. I didn't have many other friends back in my school except for several handful not people that ill talk about later.I was pretty shy and couldn't handle communication good with others due to my shyness, also i was pretty aggressive at the end of school due to getting messed around with for a while and i couldn't handle stupidity from other people. so clearly i was very alone for a while but i didn't think much of it until now.
at the middle of the school year i had a job but they fired me due to a stupid email i sent on accident lol that was entirely my fault, anyways i asked for another job which i got. now by the end of the school year i was feeling pretty happy and proud of myself and very anxious to start the new job. sadly i was pretty bad machinist early on. i wasted alot of time on a girl and i didnt focus enough on what really had mattered. But gladly my boss had the time and patience to train me and keep me up to pace i screwed up alot and was almost fired because i was pretty bad. everyday for several months i was scared of going to work because of my incompetence.
During these times i also knew just the simple fact that i had to save and invest my money if i wanted to do anything in life surprisingly i found out about cryptocurrencies and put most of my money into ETH. i had no clue what it was and i just treated it just like a stock and didn't think much of it during these times. and man this is the thing that saved me but ill get onto this for a later on.
I forgot til which point i had just made a complete 180, its kinda interesting to say that since it took me less than a year to fix all my "major" issues. But i could say I first started to change when ETH hit 42$ around January that's when i had started learning deep into the issues of cryptocurrencies. I finally decided what it was actually used for and started recommending crypto to friends
But i guess this is where ill stop and post my second half later thanks to who ever takes there time and read this