I can not sleep tonight. sad status . All is gone but I am left. I am sad and miss you so much. But love has become hatred. I destroyed my life just because I love you. so stupid . To this day I have realized that. You never deserve me to give you such a true love ...Do you know my promise to you? I certainly can not do what I want and vice versa. . Maybe I have to go ........... everything has gone for a year but I still can not forget you!and what do you want me to do ?