Hello guys,

It is 3:30 am I can't sleep. I'm preparing a chocolate and my bags to make a trip in a couple of hours. Yesterday I got the answer from the military school and it was a big surprise... it was NO again. I can't find the words to describe how I feel about it. It has been a complete pleasure to participate on all the tests again, visit and meet very nice people who are now really happy to be part of the Colombian Army.

This could be the end of my dream of my story, this is one of those forks in the road where you have to look at the aftermath and think very well what you are going to do... am I going to desist? is this really for me? life is trying to tell me that this is not my way?

whichever is the case... I can't describe how terrible it feels to be touching with the tip of your fingers your dream for a single moment and now it is gone...