"But seek first the kingdom of God and his righteousness, and all these things shall be added unto you" Matthew 6:33
I surrendered my life to God. I accept myself and I successfully find the peace I have been searching for for a very long time. And because of that I found and created peace here👇
đź•ŠPeace in my mind
đź•ŠPeace in my household
đź•ŠPeace in my neighborhood
đź•ŠPeace in my city
đź•ŠPeace in my region
đź•ŠPeace in my country
🕊️Peace across the world
Good day everyone!
How are you all? I hope you are all doing fine and well together with your friends, loved ones, and family!🌷
I have been dying to find this "PEACE" that was so hard to find for a very long time. I keep asking myself How? Where? When I am going to wake up in the morning, I can proudly tell myself "I am at peace, I am happy! But sometimes I asked myself or even my son and my Mom " Why did I feel like I wanted to just disappear, to die, to get lost!?? Is it because of my life condition? But no! I am now experiencing a better condition than before, I learned to count the blessings even the smallest one, yet still, I feel the same..". I already connected with people that are important to me but my situation is still the same. I cried a lot like a crazy one. I easily get angry at everything.
But then I realized I don't need anybody to find that peace. All I need is to find myself, accept myself, and my flaws, accept and learn from my mistakes and wrong decisions in life, never listen to negative opinions, and in my mind that everything around bad or good is not always about me. I will never punish myself for how others treated me if they like me good, if not..that's better, because it's better to be alone than to be with people who are not true to me, God alone is enough! with the bonus of love and care coming from my Mom, son and family and few friends too..that is peaceđź•Š
I also learned to never aspire to reach the top of the world, by giving pressure on myself and anyone, I don't need to push myself for popularity or to gain attention with pressure, I will do what I think is good not only for myself but for others too, If God will bless me with things I will not take it as my effort but because of his divine mercy, after all our life is already written that is my belief, God has a plan for each of us, so it's always good to just walk through life each moment absorbing everything good that it can contribute to myself, to my peace, and throw away the negative things that may destroy my way of thinking. I also learn not to go after the people who disrespect me which causes me to lose my confidence and self-esteem. I learned to forgive in an instant and to give without asking in return. I don't care what others think of me, as long as I am not doing anything that harms or hurts them, instead to spread whatever blessings I have in me without thinking about the benefits I am going to gain with them or return.
Even now that my only source of income is through blogging, I will continue to write articles not thinking of the rewards, instead, I will do it with peace and to express myself in a better way that will inspire others and myself as well;
I already set my mind not to focus on myself alone, but everything that I am doing now is for the sake of my Mom, son, and the whole family as well as the people around me, doesn't matter if they are strangers or close to me. I learned to give my trust to others so that when the time comes that they will betray me in any way, this will never affect me anymore, why?? Because I already surrendered my life to God, He sees our hearts, our mind, and soul. In everything I do, I always make sure this will glorify him, believe it or not, even in the simplest things I always asked God for his guidance through prayers.
The best things began to happen to me as I started to live my life according to God's teachings, yes there were times I still feel to break down unexpectedly, I am human of course, but there's my son who is always saying that I should trust God, that God will never leave me and always there for me, a 12-year-old boy whose faith in God is superb. It's a big blessing ha?
By doing everything with a heart, find and accept ourselves. Making peace with ourselves leads to creating peace everywhere like a domino effect and surrendering our life to God, PEACE EVERYWHERE is ACHIEVED.
This is my response to the Final assignment of #speekpeece. I don't know if I am allowed to join the challenge but I like this challenge! o!.
Always keep wearing a beautiful smile and let God be the center of life forever and always!
