nah i understand that, it's just a time served thing in front of the camera trust me on that. i understand that there are a lot of factors that trigger 'the fear'. .. so a few pointers that might help or have helped me over the years.
1.) data doubles in size every 72 hrs so don't be too precious that people are gonna be REVIEWING in absolutely detail what you say.
2.) look into the lense but look PAST it, just imagine it's one of your favorite people or places (happy place) and instead talk past the device.
3.) do the script (if you have one) in parts, do it a few times and then let it flow, try freestyling bits of it, don't go for perfection go for what feels authentic, problems and issues and all, what makes us unique is our FLOW not some SEO proofed piece.
4.) you are trying to be everything to everyone without knowing the audience, think of it as a video you would leave if an alien race came to the planet and found the journal of the last human being on planet earth, think of everyone else being dead and this is your medium to stop you going crazy as the last living human.
i think that's a good start for now. .. happy to video chat to help and assist if you wanna go deeper on it and i can help!
sending you video karma.. . . oh and your have a lovely face (hair) for camera, your so full of positivity energy and information (i saw your steemfest3 presentation) that once it flows, it flows.. .
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