The Net
Numerous times in my life, I have seen what I have self labelled 'The Net'. I genuinely have no clue really what it is, other than it possibly may be some sort of cosmic web which connects everything.
I have trawled through online images seeing if I could find a similar depiction for the net, this is the closest thing I could find. Very similar to this but more translucent than green, imagine if the green was not predominant, but the pattern and translucent multi colour sheen in this image is very close, with it taking on more specific patterns at times.
Before I get into it I want to say that most of this post is actually from a comment I left on my own Introduction post. It was something I intended to blog about but it ended up being discussed on my Intro post. So if I get a cheetah pull up this could be why, but it is actually my own writing.
I absolutely struggle with depression, most of the time I have a handle on it and can function fine in daily life, but it has been very bad at times where I wonder if I want to be here anymore. I often feel like I just want leave this place, that it's too painful for me. I cannot comprehend the atrocities occurring on our planet, I can't pretend that I don't see it, I wish that I could. One day last year I was feeling this way, particularly bad, so I decided to go for a long walk along the coastal path to clear my mind. I drove to the walk starting point, which runs along side the beach and up over a hill. I didn't want to go down to the sea on this day, I wanted to walk straight ahead and up over the hill. As I started my walk in my mind I reached out to Gaia/the Universe, I wasn't really sure what I was reaching out to- 'If you really are there, and you really can hear us, please help me'.
I am not sure when this started to happen in my life, but I sometimes can see what I call a 'net' in the air, it is difficult to explain as I do not know what it is concretely. But the best way I can describe it is you know when you blow a bubble with bubble liquid, and on/in the bubble you can see this film of colour swirling around, well it is similar to that. Sometimes just in the air, I start to see this translucent colourful net, which also has geometrical patterns. It is always moving, sometimes it can just cover one small area, other times its covering everything and no matter where I look I can see it.
About 20 minutes into my walk, headphones in lost in my own thoughts, I look up from my feet and notice this 'net'. I stop in my tracks as I haven't seen it for a long while, I do a 360 sweep and I could see it all around, but it's much stronger when I look to my right out towards the sea. I then notice that in this one particular spot in mid air, the geometrical patterns seem to be concentrating in one area, so I am staring at it wondering what it is and what is going on, and the net opened up so there was a small area in the shape of a circle where there was no net, like an opening, and through that little window I saw a dolphin leap out of the water in the distance, very similar to this shot, but I was further away.
I jumped with excitement because I absolutely love the dolphins, they are often seen in the sea there, and I felt excited because they were in the bay. I decided to turn back around and climb down the cliff to one of my favourite spots to sit, and just watch to see if I could see any more dolphins.
I could not see the net anymore, I was thinking about it in my mind like 'wow that was amazing!!!' The pattern drew my attention to this one little spot, then opened up, then in that exact spot I saw a dolphin leap out. It felt like the net was trying to show me something to cheer me up. If i had kept walking up over the hill not paying any attention I would not have noticed them. Upon later reflection, at the point where I was seeing the geometric patterns concentrate, the dolphin must have been gathering momentum to leap out of the water. It's almost as if the net responds to the surroundings, it's not just hanging there seemingly disconnected from everything else, it's more like it's fluid and interacting with its surroundings, or vice versa.
I reach my little spot, the sun has set, it's not very dark but it's not very light either, and I think, 'I can't stay here too long'. I get an impression to take my shoes and socks off, like this intruding thought. I didn't want to as it was a little cold and my feet are always cold. But the thought would not leave my mind so I did it. I had my bare feet touching the small little patches of grass on the area I was sitting, and I just relaxed. My feet felt like they were pulsing, they did not get cold at all they actually felt really hot. Image Source
One part of my mind is telling me 'I think you're insane', but then another part of my mind felt like it was interpreting something 'You're not insane, just relax it will help you'.
Science Check
Let's pause for a moment. Having a very logical/scientific mind set, I try and look for science to back up my experiences as much as possible. We've all heard about grounding etc, but did you know it's actually scientifically studied and verified? Here is a quoted section from an article I found with research references.
"Grounding, or earthing, is defined as “walking barefoot outside or sitting, working, or sleeping indoors connected to conductive systems that transfer the Earth’s electrons from the ground into the body”. A group of scientists believed that when the abundant free electrons present on the surface of the Earth is absorbed through the skin, they help to neutralize free radicals that promote inflammation and ageing, and stabilize the bioelectrical environment of organs, tissues and cells."
"Conversely, in the prolonged absence of contact with the Earth, charge distribution in the body becomes disorganized that makes us more susceptible to electrical disturbances from the external environment. As we are constantly exposed to low-frequency electric and magnetic fields from power lines, electrical wiring and appliances, we can end up accumulating excessive unnatural electric currents that interfere with the bioelectrical activities of the body. Such interferences may affect biochemical and physiological processes that manifest as poor quality sleep, heart disease, emotional stress and other inflammatory symptoms."
Reading the science about it afterwards confirmed for me that this was not all in my head. Click to Read Article
Back to the Story
I felt so calm and peaceful, I didn't feel any of the pain, I couldn't really feel my body, it just felt like I was part of the cliff side. I didn't care if it was all just in my mind, it was working what ever it was. It was quite dark by now and I thought to my self, 5 more minutes and I will have to leave before its totally dark. I shut my eyes, and after a minute or so I could hear a pod of dolphins directly below where I was sitting. The sea was about 50ft below me, it was too dark to see them but they were really really close by, I could hear them jumping, splashing out of the water, making some noises. I was jumping up and down with excitement like a child. I grabbed my phone and hit record. I knew I wouldn't be able to see them but I wanted some sort of proof for my boyfriend because I knew this story was going to sound crackers! I filmed them for about 30 seconds where you can clearly hear how close by they were, and in the background I am just laughing like a little child. I had to leave soon after because there was not much light to get back up the cliff.
As I was walking back to the car, my mind was still trying to logically explain everything that had just happened, saying it was just a coincidence etc. I knew it couldn't have been at the same time, I started that walk seriously wondering if I still wanted to be alive. I asked something to help me feel better if she/he/it was willing to and able to, to try and shift some of this heaviness as I walked up over the hill. What happened, I saw the net form all around me, it focused in on one point, opened up, then I saw a dolphin leap in exactly the point I was looking at. I turned around and climbed down the cliff side, had a weird repetitive thought to take my shoes and socks off, which made me feel totally calm and at peace briefly. Then a pod of dolphins surfaces directly below me, out of the whole area of the bay that is the spot where they came up, right where I was sitting. My mind was full of excitement, wonder, 'What just happened? What is that net? Does anyone else see it? What the hell is going on? I need to find out what this is. Why am I seeing it? Maybe I should write about it?
All these ideas and thoughts, my mind had done a total flip from when i started that walk. I wasn't thinking about if I could continue with my life, I was eager to find out more about it, to share the story with my boyfriend, and I was eager to experience it again.
I can't find much information on it, this net, some people left some insightful comments on my original comment where I discussed this, I was also fortunate enough to talk to another lady on Discord who has experienced something similar but slightly different. She experiences it also with a sense of being led to something and feeling as though it was connected to everything, but she experienced it more of a strange light rather than multicoloured geometrical patterns.
If anyone else has experiences something like this I would love to hear about it.
Much Love
MyIndigoInsight