Hey there, I'm new to this platform and I hope to stay. I go by Paige but, my close family calls me Nelly!
If I told you my whole story then told you my age, you wouldn't believe it. Unfortunately I have, what seems to be so much, going on in my life right now. Therefore this is basically just going to target what's bugging me the most in present day. It's so not like me to go public about personal things. Even with strangers. I'm the type of girl who is super cool if we have background. And the type who tries to make my life seem happy and has it all figured out because I've lived it and learned what NOT to do. Don't get me wrong I'm not like a rude, angry, bitter young women to strangers either. I'm just not the first to raise their hand.. Ya know? When I go through some thing that has some hurdles throughout it, that bumps me up a little here and there, that gets me feeling some type of way, I'll still put my big girl panties on and rock the show. That's how I learned growing up. I'm a mom of two myself and the only two times I can remember seeing my Ma cry despite everything we've been through together, was when my Nana passed. Also when my brother and I were in foster homes due to a drug addiction in the home. I still remember the clothes she wore that day on my little brothers birthday in that small family and children services building. Hell, I could probably still give the directions to and from that office and my foster residents at that time. That's a whole another story but not besides the point.. My point here is that I couldn't recall many times I saw my Ma cry even when there's way more to that little part of that story then just that. There's many heart clenching stories about the life I've lived so far that I could tell but then I'll have so much already written, rambling on about other things, I'll have forgotten what I wanted to originally rant about. I guess I thought I'd give a little reason or background. I'd say a little "method to my madness" if you will.
So for the last two days now both of my kids have been spending the nights with their grands. Like I said before theres much going on,
