Chop Suey!

Some Writing That Doesn't Have To Do Anything With The Photo

So basically this is a freewrite, I guess :P

I have been struggling to gain weight like, forever. I have tried eating more, but, I don't like eating. I just eat when I need to. I prefer drinking. (Not drinking beer though, I mean coffee, hot chocolate, milk tea, etc) It's just that I can't push myself to eat more healthy food...and to exercise.. and to do anything healthy. I've always been on self-destruction mode lol.

So after I got my painting degree, (Yeah, you can call me the tortured artist) I promised myself to take a break for a while and just focus on myself on how to be better, before going out and taking pressures from the real-life art scene.

After months of just laying down in bed and isolating myself from people, I am now slowly going out and being on an Unexpected Journey. Now let's go back to my body issue.

Since I hate broken promises, here I am doing all my best to be healthy. That means signing my ass up to a gym membership, sleeping on a normal time, and trying to eat nutritious food. (Yuck)

I really hate veggies. It tastes like grass to me (Please get the joke). But guess what I did today? I ate CHOP SUEY! Please clap your hands for me because I really hate eating leafy foods but boom! I did it yay. And oh, I almost forgot to mention I am eating more than my normal eating amount. So I am writing this while drinking soy milk and a peanut butter sandwich... for the sake of protein. :D

I also really really really hate bananas but I ate them because I need to lol.

And even though I feel like throwing up when I eat more, I will still do it and will try to wake up early and grab a brush and put a little makeup just for the sake of the ASS

So to end this, here's my favorite song that motivates me to eat Chop Suey hahaha.