It is that time again when I set the timer for ten minutes and write whatever comes to mind.
My brain feels stuck. Like no words are flowing. Things I read don't make sense. That is what I tell myself. It has some to do with all of the weed I have been finding a smoking. My head needs to clear but I won't let it. I'd have to face my shadow. It has been to much to look at for the past year or so.
I want to run away. The only problem is I'll be there when I get there. No way out of that. lol.
I would like to get back to serious study again. I was once listening to a few Libertarians and soaking up their podcasts. I learned about the Trivium and Quadrivium from these people. They claim it comes from people like Aristotle, Socrates, Plato, and other white people. However, when I was giving the book "Stolen Legacy" by George G. M. James, I was introduced to the idea that Greek philosophy is actually stolen from Africa.
I took this information to the people I was listening to, expecting them to go down this line of thought. I didn't see this happen. I have been angry and frustrated by this. I thought they would be happy to study the origins of philosophy. You know what? I should have remained calm and centered.
I had the fire burning in my belly.
The flame that came from the spark of life ...
A few minutes left to go.
I tend to overwhelm myself within my head with the task I would like to do. This list is long. It would get a little shorter if I was doing the work. Instead, I have distracted myself.
I read something that told me I would benefit more from not worrying about how much money I am going to make. The quality of my work goes down when I get caught in that trap. You will like what I have to write even more if I let it flow from the heart.
I had to shut off.
Here we go.
I am listening to trance music while writing this. It is not a genre I listen to very often.
I seem to forget the names of things all the time. This frustrates me beyond a normal person. I wish I had the names for all of the things going on inside of my head.
