My job is first and foremost a mum, 24/7 job besides when he stays over at grandmas and it’s then I get to do more videos and editing and shopping haha.. oh and chores.
Second is my photography business where I casually take photos for friends events and work as a second shooter for my old boss/friend. I have a wedding coming up this week and gonna be a bit nervous about it cos it’s my first ever non friend wedding that I’m the lead shooter for! 😱 but at least logistics isn’t too bad as that is the one thing I find hard - hate logistics/driving from location to location somewhere not familiar under time pressure and so on.
Usually if I don’t have to drive I feel much more relaxed and can do my job properly but I know also practice makes perfect too. The more I shrink from it the more nervous I become. Maybe I need to get some relaxant medication haha... sometimes the physiological symptoms are debilitating and makes it hard for me to do my job. Which is also why I hate standing out or doing something that draws attention to myself. In real life I’m a person who is soft spoken in a group. If it’s a few people and a topic I love then I can be louder. My voice in general is quiet soft to begin with. But doing videos and covers has really grown me and made me able to vocalise better and be more confident and I hope to continues to! One day I hope to be able to stand up on stage talking about something I love and not be shaking at my core
RE: Dragging You Up With Me Giveaway - Week 4