I just finished my first stream playing go online...
What a colossal Fuck up...
What can I say? Streaming is stressful..
And playing Go is stressful..
So doing them both can be quite a handful..
Also, my camera ran out of battery mid stream. And people watching can't chat unless they are signed into 3speak...
And to top it all off, I lost both games, from a winning position..!!
I expected more from myself..
Anyway, as always in life, this is not the end. This is only the beginning.
The good thing about failing so miserably, is that the next time you try, there's a much better chance you'll do better!
It was my first time. It sucked, but that's partly because it was the first time..
So I'm not planning on quitting after one horrible experience..
Though the thought is tempting..
But I shall go on, and try to keep improving with every step I take..
I don't know exactly why I'm writing this post. I need someplace to share, and what better place than here on Hive?
And I also wanted to apologize to anyone watching, and thank you for your unwarranted support..
I for one am indebted to you now. And though you may never want to watch me again, I shall continue to try and improve to make the best content I can...
Thats the best I can do...
If you've read this far, then firstly thank you!
Secondly, following tonight's abomination. I shall be uploading a basics beginners video series for learning the game of Go. Under 5 mins each. To teach the basic rules and concepts of the game.
It's too much to try and play, and explain what I'm doing and why, and to try and talk about the basic rules, all at the same time..
Some might say I should have thought of that before. But oh well, live and learn.
For now, I'm going to plan ahead. Learn what I can from this humiliating experience. And try to be better tomorrow.
I bid you fare well, good night, and have a wonderful day.