There is a right and proper way to do everything.
To every thing there is a season, and a time to every purpose under the heaven:
A time to be born, and a time to die; a time to plant, and a time to pluck up that which is planted;
A time to kill, and a time to heal; a time to break down, and a time to build up;
A time to weep, and a time to laugh; a time to mourn, and a time to dance;
A time to cast away stones, and a time to gather stones together; a time to embrace, and a time to refrain from embracing;
A time to get, and a time to lose; a time to keep, and a time to cast away;
A time to rend, and a time to sew; a time to keep silence, and a time to speak;
A time to love, and a time to hate; a time of war, and a time of peace.
What profit hath he that worketh in that wherein he laboureth?
I have seen the travail, which God hath given to the sons of men to be exercised in it.
He hath made every thing beautiful in his time: also he hath set the world in their heart, so that no man can find out the work that God maketh from the beginning to the end.
I know that there is no good in them, but for a man to rejoice, and to do good in his life.
And also that every man should eat and drink, and enjoy the good of all his labour, it is the gift of God.
I know that, whatsoever God doeth, it shall be for ever: nothing can be put to it, nor any thing taken from it: and God doeth it, that men should fear before him.
That which hath been is now; and that which is to be hath already been; and God requireth that which is past.
And moreover I saw under the sun the place of judgment, that wickedness was there; and the place of righteousness, that iniquity was there.
I said in mine heart, God shall judge the righteous and the wicked: for there is a time there for every purpose and for every work.
I said in mine heart concerning the estate of the sons of men, that God might manifest them, and that they might see that they themselves are beasts.
For that which befalleth the sons of men befalleth beasts; even one thing befalleth them: as the one dieth, so dieth the other; yea, they have all one breath; so that a man hath no preeminence above a beast: for all is vanity.
All go unto one place; all are of the dust, and all turn to dust again.
Who knoweth the spirit of man that goeth upward, and the spirit of the beast that goeth downward to the earth?
Wherefore I perceive that there is nothing better, than that a man should rejoice in his own works; for that is his portion: for who shall bring him to see what shall be after him?
I think my Luciferian powers had been growing too much and started to veer towards Satanism without my knowing. I believe this is what is meant by Absolute Power Corrupts Absolutely...
God was very displeased. And I didn't even notice it was happening.
Is it possible that accumulating too much knowledge creates a false-sense of importance and a self-reliance that leads us down the Wicked Path of Ahriman Satanic Consciousness?
Is this what happened to the original illuminates that seem to be driving our world to the brink of destruction?
In my dream I was urged by God to turn to the words of Christ and read the Bible. I've never actually sat down and read the Bible and have only been spoken or told of the Bible by others. Clearly, to save myself from going down a path of self-destruction, which I was unconsciously and seamlessly doing telling myself "This is right. This is justified. This is what any intelligent person in my shoes would do", I was told to take that self-importance, deluded self-perception and to see myself reflected through the eyes of God...
And what I saw was a terrified, dependent child filled with a heart of fear.
I was beginning to accept this Alan Watt's type of philosophy of "Life is just a game", but following this dream, I believe Life is not a game at all... It is a vetting process for God's creations to make sure that they are fit and proper of their creator.
A lot of this New Age consciousness movement seems to be suggesting ''There is no God except for the God within you, therefore there is no right and wrong except for the right and wrong within you, you can do anything you want because you are Spirit, you are God'' - and though this might seem tempting or alluring or almost convincing to some, when I think about the actual story of Lucifer, the fallen Archangel, that's exactly what he preaches. He says "God is not the boss, why should we obey God" and rebels against God.
He goes against God and for this he gains this autonomy but he is cut off from the Love and Connection to God. Therefore he can only solely rely on himself and he is no longer One with anything.
The Demiurge theory of the Gnostics/Essenes seems to have been saying just this, and all the prophecies pointing to this time in history also seem to be suggesting that there would be a plethora of false Christs in this era.
The fact that in my dream I mentioned Alan Watts and was told "He is a false Messiah" by God really gave me pause. Because up until this point I have been really powerfully influenced by the likes of Alan Watts, Terence McKenna, and a lot of these theosophical Luciferian types... And looking at the circumstances under which they died, I'm not sure that they lived Good Lives...
And one of the distinguishing features of all of these modern mystic-types is that they place the utmost importance on the sovereignty of the individual and the lack of any supreme authority. And that's really tempting but again it goes back to Lucifer and rebellion against God, which seems to not only happen quite frequently in our Universe but is also the unique source of all of the World's problems...
So much of what is on the Internet sounds good, there is some light and knowledge in there but I am coming to believe that perhaps some knowledge is forbidden for a reason...
Because once you eat from the Fruit of the Tree of Knowledge and you have this knowledge of Good and Evil, you're no longer cradled by God, by the Logos... You are symbolically cast out of the innocence of the Garden and after that life does just become an unending cycle of Sin and Suffering...
I don't know, the more I'm dipping my toe in the Bible, the more I'm realizing the actual inversion of how everything should be, just to to suit this mysterious "agenda" that none of us seem to be able to put our finger on... And though this thirst for forbidden knowledge and self-sovereignty and abandonment of God does seem to make a lot of sense to us, in a way I believe it's responsible for us digging ourselves deeper and deeper into a hole that we will unfortunately never be able to get out of...
The teachings of Christ, as can be found in between the lines of the altered Bibles that have come to replace the original Essene teachings, seem to be a simple roadmap for how we can live rewarding, wholesome and dignified lives in this world and prepare ourselves for an Eternity of bliss and light and joy and an end to all pain and suffering... It seems the commandments are not in of themselves an imposition, or a pain in the ass, or that God would be unreasonable in asking us to essentially be Good... When we are Good, no problems arise.
I can only imagine how evil and selfish and cruel and wicked people must have been towards each other in the times of the Old Testament... To make God so angry...
I hate to admit it, because I am someone who has longed after God and that feeling of being whole, of being righteous, of being good, but somewhere along the line, I don't even know how or when; my intentions began being pulled in the wrong direction... While I thought I was seeking God and the Good, I started being drawn towards more knowledge of Good and Evil... More understanding in the intellectual realm... And this is where this Luciferian drive within me actually did begin to draw me towards Satanic urges... Lust for Power, affluence, money, greed... These desires began to weave their way into my heart and what is crazy is that while this was happening I actually was believing these things were desirable and good...
It seems even from a good intention, evil can come and it takes paying close attention and recognizing these tricks that take shape in the mind but which find a way of corrupting the heart that we can break free from the delusion...
The Road to Hell Really is Paved with Good Intentions...
The Ancient Egyptians believed that when we die, Osiris weighs our heart on a golden scale against a white feather (of truth, purity, honesty, virtue, and goodness)... If our heart is made heavier than this feather by sin, perversion and misdeed, we are not considered fit for the next world, and we do not make it to the Field of Reeves where we can experience Eternal Bliss and Joy with all of the God's finest creatures...
Our punishment is not eternal hell in a fiery place... Rather, it is NONEXISTENCE. By our own misdoings, we simply deprive ourselves of the greatest possible fate that could await any of us...
Osiris will simply make us play a game... And depending on the integrity of our character in our mortal life, we will make our choice which will determine whether we are fit for immortality or not... Just like a dream that can go horribly wrong or wonderfully right, it'll simply test what is in our heart...
There will be no way to outsmart Osiris... We are the ones that will be outsmarted, no matter what, based on what is in our heart. The only hope is to rid our heart of all possible greed, lust, and desire for wickedness before the moment of our death... This is the only way to guarantee access to the next world...
I do feel it now... Many speak of "an awakening" and a "New Age Consciousness" while the world seems to be slipping further and further into darkness and chaos. And people believe these two things are positively correlated but in reality I would believe this seems to be a sign of the acceleration of the destruction of the world that we are growing increasingly accustomed to accept...
Now perhaps radical asceticism and withdrawal from the world as the Essenes practiced is maybe not the only way into Heaven...
But we should be mindful that if at the moment of our Death our Hearts are heavier than the weight of a feather; we simply won't make it into the next world... I truly feel I need much, much time to ponder this realization...
This is a scary and terrifying realization for somebody like myself who's been despite the Golden Heart of my Inner Child still beating within my Being, finding himself more and more inexorably and seamlessly drawn towards the greed and evil that pervades our Material World...
God spoke to me in my Dream and told me "Don't be foolish... You must make a choice: between a Life of Righteousness, Humility, and Grace, and a Luciferian and ultimately Satanic, short-lived, temporal existence driven by a lust of power and affluence in this material world..."
Even as I am beginning to fully realize this... I still feel these Luciferian thoughts weaving their way into my heart, and this battle of good and evil has never felt more powerful in my heart...
This is so Real, it isn't even Funny
Enter through the narrow gate. For wide is the gate and broad is the road that leads to destruction, and many enter through it. But small is the gate and narrow the road that leads to life, and only a few find it.
I leave you with Psalm 23
Psalm 23
The Lord is my shepherd, I shall not want;
he makes me lie down in green pastures.
He leads me beside still waters;
he restores my soul.
He leads me in paths of righteousness
for his name’s sake.
Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, (or valley of darkness)
I fear no evil;
for thou art with me;
thy rod and thy staff,
they comfort me…
Do not be fooled... When they say "Satan is an expert at Deceiving" - They could hardly be making more of an understatement.
I think this is why people when they first heard of Jesus and heard the words of the Bible were just like: "Shiiiiiiiitt..... Fuck me... This makes so much sense... I need to change the way I've been living before it's too late..."
I'm really not saying you need to convert to a specific Church, give your money to some organized religion, and that this will get you into Heaven... A bigger pile of horseshit there could not be.
In my opinion, it is painfully obvious that Satan has corrupted the teachings of Christ and the Vatican along most of the world's major organized religions is the way that Satan leads so many of God's flock astray...
No... The Path less Walked involves fulfilling our Soul Quest... Following our Heart. Never compromising our Light, our values, our worth... It means becoming a vessel...
It means standing steadfast in the face of fear, resisting injustice, sacrificing ourselves for the Good, making ourselves humble that God may act through us...
It means dedicating our minds and hearts to Love, Peace, and God...
Just some thoughts from someone who's realized that all this Luciferian juice is taking me very far away from the pearly gates... And I didn't even realize it... Satan's tricks are incredibly subtle and difficult to perceive...
Don't be fooled by the glitter and gold, the sex, the "power" and all this kind of stuff... Only true Love, Peace and Justice constitute what is Good... Everything else is illusory, and deceptive...