Returning to what was expressed at the beginning, God does not see us with the intention of judging us and seeing us suffer, he does not enjoy the misery of the human being. He loves us in an inexplicable way, to understand the extent of his love, we will have to turn around and realize that everything created has been for us. Our bad decisions have led this paradise created for us, to turn into a dark atmosphere. And yes, even if you have a family that you appreciate a lot; There is someone, who from before you were planned showed you his love in a way that you did not ask for, but that responds to one of man's most important needs: the forgiveness of his sin. He has shown part of his love, by giving his son for you, and there is still more that he wants to do for you, so you can see how much he loves you.