I have felt a certain doom lately. A strong alienation that I can't seem to shake. Maybe it's of my doing. Honestly I have always felt it. People reach out but what do they really want? They fit in so well in this cesspool society why even bother with me. I bet they got dozens of nice well adjusted good people to rave with about their successful lives. My ideals are so different. I have never voted. I don't drive. We have nothing in common come to think of it. Is like stop wasting my time and stick to your yuppie tribe. Seriously get a grip and realize you want the world and the high ivory tower. But there's only a hole in the ground. You should start digging yesterday.