Sir your story greatly touched my heart🙁. I am so sorry for your loss sir.
Death leaves a heartache no one can heal and love leaves a memory no one can steal. Imagination often leads us to the world that never were but without it we can go nowhere. Its not sin to imagine your beautiful good memory with your wife but thats imagination brings your dreams to life and you should be happy in that🙂
RE: Facing Overwhelming Sadness Within Grief