You made me feel alive again. But I can't take back the things I never did. what you're willing to give up in order to do the things you really care about. The mistakes I've made are dead to me. Perhaps you will gradually, without even noticing it, find yourself experiencing the answer, some distant day. It's not hard to decide what you want your life to be about. Do not now look for the answers. They cannot now be given to you because you could not live them. The hardest thing about the road not taken is that you never know where it might have led. It is a question of experiencing everything. At present you need to live the question. Losing your life is not the worst thing that can happen. The worst thing is to lose your reason for living. if continued far enough, end in death, and he is no true-story teller who would keep that from you.
Warm Regards