"Nina is there something wrong with my words? Christian did he leave you? "Nina lowered her head to lift her head She was really in trouble. Lena does not know what exactly happened with her best friend. Since Nina married Christian who is also their friend during high school Nina like to close themselves. Lena noticed the sadness on Nina's face. Her friend's embrace suddenly made Nina's heart a little shady. It was time for Nina to tell her bad experience to her best friend. Though very difficult for Nina. However, her slowly wants to start. "Nina excuse me, though I do not know what happened to you two, trust me everything will be okay." Those words will all be okay are the words of peace for Nina always spoken by Lena since high school first when Nina complained to her best friend during her high school years.
Now those words are increasingly asserting that Lena is the right person to listen to her complaints over the years. "More than that." The atmosphere instantly became sad. Nina could not hold back the water screaming from her eyeballs. "More than leaving me. Four years ago I even thought our life would be fine and happier after I adopted a child. Christian always said that he really wanted to have children. We had time to have a biological child but only four months of my birth age I had a miscarriage. The doctor sentenced my uterus to be too weak as a place of fetal growth. That's why we decided to adopt a child. At first I doubt it. However, Christian does not want to see me always sad because the doctors say that I can not contain anymore. See if I still be as a woman. "After telling her with a blank look Nina looked back at her sobbing face. Her face was wet with tears.
Holding her palm, Lena began to open her voice. "What's wrong with adopting a child, even the mother who gave birth to her child is not necessarily well take care of her child. For me the most powerful woman is a woman who can accept the fact that she has to take care of a child who is not her flesh. "Lena was trying to calm Nina's feelings.
However, it seems he knows Nina is very sad because there is actually something to be expressed by his friend. "Christian has killed our adopted son. By reason of my attitude having changed after we adopted the child he had the heart to do it all. I do not know what actually happened that afternoon he said he would take our child out for a breath of fresh air. But the fact I got was that the police brought our child home in a lifeless state. And the more heart-wrenching the police say the killer is my husband. At that moment I really wanted to go with that poor child. I wish I had not adopted him. If only I did not do so until now he must still be able to grow well, he can still play with his friends.
"Lena no longer power to hear the story of her friend, she immediately embraced Nina. I do not know what's on Nina's mind then. In fact She had promised herself not to remember the dark days that made her life so miserable. It is undeniable Nina felt better and relieved when she could tell about the tragic incident. "It's not your fault, believe me." Lena could not hold back the tears from her eyes.
"Thank you for hearing this. I really never expected it would end like this. Before this incident I almost never felt the sadness after deciding to get married at the age of twenty-one years. After marrying Christian I always felt the happiest wife. They say getting married at a young age will make you unhappy, but I take care of it.
They say getting married without parental blessing will be useless I also support it. Because there's always Christian on my side. Although our marriage was very simple without the party or the presence of anyone other than my mother and without the presence of a Christian family. We are very happy. After marrying Christian learned a lot to be a leader for our little family.
I also learned a lot from him that it is never too late for someone who wants to learn. Even though she has become my husband but she always learns how to be a good husband and family leader for our little family. If I remember it all I do not want to remember if he is our adopted child killer. I honestly do not want to tell anyone this bad thing. But somehow after telling you I feel more calm. "Nina tried to be relieved even though there are parts that are still strange in him. Lena was delighted that Narin had entrusted her miserable life story to her. However, the sad feeling ling you I feel more calm.
Nina tried to be relieved even though there was a part that was still strange in her. Lena was delighted that Nina had entrusted her miserable life story to her. However, the sad feeling of Lena's whack at the moment was how she did not know her best friend was in a state of great distress.
"Do you forget I'm your best friend, tell me what you want to tell me. But I do not believe that Christian can do that. Do you remember when he wanted to ask you to be his girlfriend? Instead of asking for a direct but he instead came to your mother and begged to make him your girlfriend. "Lena tried to smile on her lips even though her cheeks were still wet from tears. "But right now I still can not fully forgive him, the fact that he also has a child from another woman adds another pain to me."
Today Nina has really opened herself to the figures of her past. Although it still feels heavy she started to pledge to start her new life. Just in front of her very modest residence was parked a dongker blue car. Not as usual there was never a guest who came with a that car . Occasionally there are guests who visit them only riding two-wheeled vehicles and surely it is a subscription of her mother who wants to sew a cloth. Since the incident four years ago no one had come to look for Nina. The last recollection of the person who came to see her was Susan. She was still very attached to Nina's mind. Nina and her mother wanted to bury her adopted child, when Susan came with her little baby and admitted that the baby in her arms was her son with Christian. There was still Susan's voice. "Nina I beg you can help me get Christian out of jail. He can not possibly do that Nina. This child needs his father. "The memory seemed to come to Nina and wanted to undermine the strength she tried to strengthen again. "No." Nina whispered but the whisper was very hard to hit her little heart. "If I knew if it happened like this, I would not allow Christian to marry Nina." Her mother's voice instantly made Nina turn away from her reverie. She realizes the sound is not from the shadow of her bleak past.
Slowly Nina began to approach towards the side of the door blocked by another closed door. Nina just wants to make sure who is talking to her mother. "My daughter is such a poor child. Since childhood She always suffered. Her father worked on the cruise and only six months back home. When she was six years old her father died of a heart attack. When we have not finished lamenting the sadness left by loved ones. A woman came up to us and said "I'm so sorry, I and these two children are part of Mr. Chandra (Nina's father). I felt like I did not want to see the face of my rigidly lying husband. But when I wailed again the face of my poor daughter and her tiny lips calling her father. I really can not do much, other than to let the woman and her two children sit with us beside my husband's body. It was not a moment of sadness left by my husband. However, I was thinking about the fate of my little daughter. Will she ask for her right to the house we live in? The only house fit for the three of us. Fortunately the woman left without saying, I am very grateful that only this house where we are the only shelter. After a while I heard from those women who are much younger than me it was getting more treasures from my husband.
We only get our rights over this house and a sewing machine. After her father left us leaving behind me a deep pain. We always live in trouble, but I always set aside money for my sewing for the future of Nina. The money I collected was until we could use it until Nina high school. My poor daughter Nina always obeys all my commands. She never asked for anything from me other than asking for the blessing to marry Christian. I think when she chooses to marry younger she will make her happier. My worries that Nina would be afraid of married life because I and her father were unhappy. Deleted when I saw Nina was very happy when she was living with Christain. "
Behind the door that had been a silent witness to the pain experienced by two human children, Nina seemed to want to scream it, she wanted to end the pain experienced by her mother. Closes her mouth with both weakened hands. Nina began to be powerless and wanted to hug her mother as if forced to be in a state twenty-six years ago. As his legs began to move suddenly the woman's voice appeared, but this time the voice was completely overwhelmed by the deep sorrow of regret. "Actually, my arrival here does not want to repeat the grim story of the past. I just want to return this. "A jewelry box Christian had given to Nina at the age of one year of marriage. "Why can the jewelry in your hand? The middle-aged woman tries to trace the reality in front of her. "Marrying me is a compulsion Christian must do. Her mother locked us up in a hotel so that things were forbidden that night. We have been forcibly wed by our parents.
At that time I demanded to be divorced but Christian begged me to be calm and not rash. He just did not want if her mother hurt Nina if we divorced. "The middle-aged woman was deeply battered, that's what had been disturbing her daughter's happiness. What was in front of her was the thing that had hurt her daughter. "Still you have done the despicable act. Please help me and my mother live peacefully. Please leave us now and bring the box of curses from here. The middle-aged woman was very surprised by Nina's presence as well as Susan. "This jewelry is yours Christian asked me to buy it when he needed money for your hospital needs Nina."
Nina actually does not need any explanation at this time Nina just feel the disappointment. She knows Susan can not be blamed completely. "Whatever that has to do with Christian please do not ever bring it to us again." The pleading tone seemed appropriate enough to emphasize to Susan that Nina did not want to talk to her anymore. "Okay I will go but there is still one thing you should know. That it was not Christian but his mother that killed that son . "
Regardless of who killed or who did not kill even it did not matter to Nina, Not that the child was her adopted son. Nina felt very tired with all the facts surrounding her. Christian if it was not him who killed the son why should he cover up that big sin. Nina's inner pain was not over yet. The trust he built so strongly was easily broken by Christian. The loyalty he has offered is reciprocated by a lie.
On the one hand Nina wants to say that her husband is innocent of the poor boy's death. But what is the power if her husband alone can not open the veil. The sacred promise Christian has uttered is merely a memory. The promise of living together and protecting one another has vanished.
In fact Christian prefers to live in a prison full of lies. Perhaps Christian thought that replacing his position would have solved the problem then. But in fact he will only make a new mistake that is the presence of sin because he participated to cover up the big lies of others. The sharp scratches did not completely disappear. The heart of who is able to save longing, hatred, sadness and regret becomes one.
For Nina now is how she should live her life well without looking back. Like his mother who never hated her father. Nina also learned not to hate Christian. The affair that has been done by the father and her husband is a sign that love is not everything. If only the memory of Father and Husband has legs or wings, then Nina will try to paralyze everything. So that memory does not run again to her or there will be no memory floating in her mind. Currently living happily with her mother is the most important thing for a Nina.