Hey there @johano! Wow you are going through some of my older stuff too! You know, that's really what I appreciate!
Well, I wrote this at a time where I basically had no followers. As you can see, right now, it has a whopping 12 views on it! Haha.
f I see you trying to get out of the mess, I wonder why so many can't do it.
Well in that moment as I am going through it, I can tell you it does feel absolutely hopeless. It was not till I was way past it that I even felt the hopelessness lift. I would absolutely understand anyone going through a similar experience as me, feeling like there is absolutely no way out of the mess!
That's part of why I want to be as open as possible about it, as I feel there are many out there who could benefit.
The funny thing is, I actually think fasting would do a huge number on me at the point. If I had known, I might have tried, and I am sure it would have.
RE: Journey to Total Human Optimization : Breaking the Chains of Substance Abuse