I just hope that my anti-vertigo medicine works and fortunately my mother had stored a tablet for me to take and cure this very inconvenient condition. My worry is that my Leontiasis would also disrupt my hearing if the bone in my head continues to grow.
My eyesight also has a danger of being affected by my facial disfigurement so it's just quite crazy and unthinkable to realize that it would happen and I do not really know how I can deal with it all. The medical maladies brought about by this hyperactive parathyroid is so damaging to my life that sometimes I just wanting to give up.
Fortunately I am quite religious and that makes me strong and kept steadfast my ground to survive this lifetime of misery in my life so that maybe one day I can win with some of my medical problems. If I only have the full support of my family and friends that could meet me in person then it will all be easy. But my fight is I believe now a one man fight against all odds and unfortunately one odds to fight after another unceasingly.
I am now just thankful for God to give me online friends that makes things easy for me and I feel so special even though I am really worthless and uninteresting. You could just imagine how people react when I am around, I haven't done it yet but I could take some videos how funny and annoying it is to see their reactions and faces, it tells much story.
I also pray that things to go as slow as possible regarding my condition of now to stop it completetely because I am too scared about my Leontiasis, it hosts many unspeakable complications that I do not want to experience, I just needed more fervent prayers because the nightmares to come are all real.