Today as my parents head for the city pharmacy to buy me my parathyroid medicine and some vitamins I told her to buy me some raisins that I could use for my mouth discomfort, that bitter aftertaste that is terrorizing my existence for months now. I am going to use these raisins like a cud which I am going to place in between my teeth and chewing it as I feel to bitter taste coming again.
This will not heal my appetite loss nor my nausea but at least I have something that will help me manage my condition because of my medicine which I really can't take out from my life right now as it helps me heal my bone.
These raisins are quite inexpensive for a quarter of a kilo and I think it will last me for a few days since I am not really eating these like normal but a chewing stuff when I feel discomfort in my mouth. So I am like a camel now with a cud in my mouth.
Sometimes I just wanted to sleep to run away from the discomfort but I have to endure until the end of the year until I can see the full result of my one year parathyroid therapy. And from there if I can do it and if I have the full resources, and if the conditions are right, and if God wills it I will decide what to do next like looking at the surgery option.
But my head spins today with dizziness, so I think I will just have to rest. But I am always resting, ahh.