I bought a peanut butter spread so that at least I could add some nutrition and calories in my diet as I was really struggling with my weight because I lost an awful lot of weight during the course of the years especially from the last few years. So I decided that to add peanut butter unto my diet.
But then again I could not eat much of it, maybe two tablespoons three times in a week for the most and not more because I was worried about the phosphorus amount that it will add to my system thereby exacerbating my hyperparathyroidism plus it would most probably give me a raised uric acid levels which may lead to rheumatism and gout and I do not like none of that.
I have to restrict my fluid intake as well because the last dialysis session is another disappointment because I was not fully taken out with extra water and I am now 2 kilos heavier. Imagine if you have an extra fluid in your body and you cannot pee it out? Your body will surely not feel any better.
Time is both my friend and a foe because if I have more time I will be able to one by one solve my problem but in the other hand I do not have much time to solve at least one of my medical maladies. So I just hope and pray that i could outlast my problems and live a normal life even for a moment.
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