It is hard for a person like me to do this kind of relentless blog posting, it is because I am always trying to survive my situation and condition in life so I just have to sustain it by always thinking about what to write about so that I could earn for my life's needs.
I am somewhat forced to do this because like everyone else here I have to earn and I just have to patch up my needs otherwise I will not be able to literally live longer because I have to pay some for my dialysis and expensive medicines not to mention my foods that I wanted to eat.
Now with all that I just have to strive for it and I am noticing that I am working while others are sleeping and it puts me in a position that I am really a hard-working person that is determined to keep into my goals so that I could achieve it sometime in the future.
I am losing quite a bit of sleep, anyway I am not that sleepy always and it is equally hard to sleep when your body doesn't want to anymore. It is different now, the way I eat my food when I am thinking of it makes me lose my appetite more and it is the reason for my cravings and food purchases online.
Like my perseverance to lift my health into a better one I am persevering to mine my thoughts and write about it to share with my friends here in steemit and get immortalized in the steem blockchain then the rewards I get does truly help me prolong my life for my goals to my family and myself.