It's actually very difficult to express what I'm going through right now. Loss is not an easy thing for us to tell anyone. But I really need to reveal to you what is going on with me today. So these few days I am very busy with all the processes that I go through.
It's not easy, but this is what happened today I lost the first love of my life, my father. He left for good a few days ago at the age of 71.
Actually, he has been sick for a very long time, but last week his blood sugar dropped dramatically to only 40 and he was in a coma for several hours. I immediately rushed him to the nearest hospital by ambulance, because he needed intensive care. He was treated in the Icu room and was unconscious for 1 full day, all the tools were installed, breathing apparatus, heart detector, catheter until the most heartbreaking thing was the tube for eating. Ahhh, I can't deny that the tube entered his comatose body.
I was by his side for 3 days and 3 nights in the hospital, I never stopped praying for his recovery. I was scared and my feelings were chaotic when I was there. Even my mother was sick at night so I had to be stronger and certainly stay continued.
After 3 days and 3 nights of with him who is comatose around him, Tuesday morning around 6am he breathed his last. He left for good, I know what I did was very good. He is no longer sick now, and can certainly be in heaven someday aminnn. Look at how different his hands were when he started to get sick and now when he is about to die they are all swollen. And the photo below I took 2 months ago when he was still under normal care.
The mourning period made it difficult for me to be active in the nest. Because the tradition in my area is still very natural, we held a khenduri event for 7 days and 7 nights. Today I am very sincere, she is no longer sick now, everything is finished, I am very sincere at this time. Thank you to all my hive friends who have welcomed me here.
I'll cook again, we've done a good job with all the traditions. We'll do it for a month and then come back. What is certain is that my mother and I are very strong now that you've made peace with everything that happened.
About The Author
Welcome to this blog, I have a real name "Nurul", who comes from Indonesia. I have several hobbies, reading, writing, gardening, I also love food and cooking, even art related. And the most interesting one is spending the whole day traveling. From those hobbies, I will share some inspiring content for all of you, I hope you like my blog, please and reblog this post if you like it!