As A Matter of fact everyday my faith grows stronger, i often feel mylife is destined for greatness, and mustn't take that for a joke, everything around me keeps pushing me upwards events, happenings bitter or sweet all points towards one thing, my perspectives.
Its not like i don't feel discouraged or loosing up, letting go, changing my ideology about life, looking the other way or opting for easier alternatives, they all come, there were days i even doubt my own self, i doubted God, a lot of questions clouds my mind, rhetorical questions even i do not have answers to, but then they all got me on my knees with tears in my eyes my heart broken , praying and wishing i do not fail this course, because to me its like a burden, its like a destiny which i must fulfill, its like a cross i must deliver to golgortha.
So all of the Negativity all becomes a source of strength instead of weakness, after my moments i'll feel energise, its like hope rekindled, and i aim up and continue, its like when you realise given up is not an option its either i succeed or i succeed, there are generations on my neck which i can't disappoint, years of investment, commitment, hoping, so i can't afford to fail.
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I have a very strong resolution about myself right from when i was a child, its like my destiny was somehow hanging over my head so i'm aware of it everyday, somehow its there, i just knew it, no body told, no prophesy or some divine injunction over me, so from childhood like right from when i knew my name, my mom and dad i developed a mindset that has been with me till now, and that is "GREATNESS", that has always been my perspective about life, i am amazing things, beautiful lifestyle, good things, living expensive, and changing the financial status of my family, this has been my goal, of all my family members i am the very first who has reached the academic height, not like it was there but somehow i just develop that flare for knowledge and its been working, because of my mindset opportunities became easily available that has helped me attain this height in life, which has placed me in a spot light to fulfilling my destiny.
The beauty of going for knowledge is that it has opens me up to several opportunities in life, the truth is when you are on the right path there are layers of revelations that keeps coming, like the opportunities i discovered which #hive is one of them, many still think this is a joke, but wait till few more years to come, not just on hive but the beauty of knowledge is it places you at an advantage point over others, what you know is key and its instrumental to your breakthrough in life, that's why you hear stuffs like knowledge is power.
Everyday my perspective about life remained poised, unchanged no matter the circumstances i've been able to build a strong wall of resilience over time that has kept me going, consistently aiming at my goals and perspectives, surely i will become if i don't deviate from the path which i have thread upon.
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