Ohhhhh God!!!!! Those were the words that left my mouth when I discovered my holiday was over already.... To be sincere I wasn't expecting us to have any kind of break apart from just normal public holiday because our last holiday was longer than expected and we had already wasted so much time.
But when I discovered we were going for 3 weeks break for Christmas, I was super over excited... Like the school was already on my neck and all I was looking forward to was a fantastic and beautiful holiday...
When I was at my parents house, I felt so relaxed, I forgot everything about school and how choking my level is becoming.
Everything was going smoothly, when I say a reminder.... 15 DAYS TO EXAMS omor.. I was pained, everything about the happiness of the moment seized, I became so bothered and worried....
I must tell you the truth that deep down I thought the examination was going to be postponed as usual because it was too fast...
During the break my course rep kept reminding us of the countdown to exams but nevertheless I was still enjoying my holiday without opening my books... The funniest thing is that I brought my books back home, but nothing d my head like this... Oti e flew
Few days later examination timetable came out, I knew I have entered one chance....
When I resumed school after the holiday and everything when back to normal, I was so pained, nevertheless I am still very very pained because I didn't know that this final year is going to be a pound on my flesh.... It's very s lot and it is not for the weak....
Switching from the fun filled holiday I had of less worries, no books, no lectures, no 7am class in final year, no starving, no rushing to go to class, no staying awake to read.... Omor, holiday was fun jeeeezzzz...
I wake up when I feel like waking up, and retire to bed again..... I continued the same routine everyday, tell me why I should be happy for resumption....
Anyways, coming back to school is tiring,but because I have to do what to do, I have to make a whole lot of sacrifices for myself and my future...
I resumed from holiday with 7am urgent test and it is really annoying... This school can make someone go into depression if you're not strong... I'm not even talking about money. After my holiday, the money my uncles and aunts gave me is what I am using to hold myself because is no sweet again....
Right now, all I can think about is how to write my exams next week and finish it up in February and have another sweet and long holiday filled with happiness and joy because at this point in my life I know that JOY IS COMING..... I just have to ignore the stress and overlook the lovely holidays too and just focus on the goal and how to finish the race....
All I can tell you people is that THIS SCHOOL WERE I RESUME NO BE FROM MY HEART OOOO, DEEP DOWN, I WANT TO CONTINUE MY SWEET HOLIDAY
ALUTA CONTIUNA
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