I have been thinking back over my 56 years on this planet, its never been easy for me there's always been a hurdle to get over always another door to open. I don't believe in God as he hasn't done anything for me, he keeps putting more and more on my plate or he could be testing me, I have got over everything that has been put on my road, not sure how much more I can handle.
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Firstly I have mentioned the abusive parents, school teacher and so called friend. This went on for all my school life before I started fighting back when I was 14.
At 14 I was hanging around with friends when we decided to go hurdle the pensioners garden walls, done it loads of time until the last time I landed on my knee.
When I was 27 I used to think It was great that I had never had any overnight hospital stay, no broken arms or legs and no operations. I can hear everyone laughing now. I am 56 and been through 15 operations.
When I was 27 I started working at Holland & Barratt as an Assistant manager, a job I loved apart from the manager above me, she put me in an awful situation that I had to report her to area manager as she was stealing. I had to stand up in court in front of her telling them what she had done. She did lose her job and I became manager of the shop. Why did it have to be so hard, seems I have to fight for everything.
I have had 2 emergency Caesarean's after nearly losing my first born.
I have woke up to find someone has set fire to my car, I had to sit there and watch it burn. Whilst I was working I was held up with a man pretending he had a gun another man waited outside the shop all day to get me as I had stopped his plan to pinch things, thankfully Glen came to my rescue.
My first born was diagnosed with ADHD Attention Deficit Disorder, ODD Oppositional Deficit Disorder and Asperger's. Raising my daughter was a very rough time, me and hubby went through hell with no help from family as they couldn't handle her. Fighting with Doctors, Occupational Therapist, Teachers, head teachers, friends and family. She was hard work, her anger and violence was so hard to manage but we did, we had a lot of problems, My life revolved around her. The along comes my youngest, thankfully she didn't have any problems, The amount of people I had arguments with about it being a Parenting problem. We got through it we all survived, she is now 28 living with her partner, holds a full time job and managing her problem with the odd phone call to me to reassure her.
Now I have multiple health problems that hold me down from doing anything, I am in Chronic pain all the time with Doctors saying there is nothing else they can do, I take loads of medication to get me through each day.
Its now time life stopped being so dramatic and gave me some good luck, peace and quiet. I have often said someone has Definitely cursed. Anyone know a spell on lifting a curse. I am still here and fighting but ready for some time off from living in a soap drama.
