AAGabriel's Ask Me Anything: Afternoon Matinée in Anhedonia
Today I had a discussion with my friend regarding Out Of Body Experiences & Astral Projection. This is a newly developed effect I've been experiencing since reaching then surmounting new degrees of mental & physical debilitation not met prior. This is our discussion:
AA - Today
Yeah, try astral projection
Coz physically we might not ever fly again :joy:
Im Sirius tho
I got decent at astral projection.
Sorta a DID state is what induced it
Extreme mental and spiritual strain made me leave my exhausted and wrecked body last yeat
I met my friends from palnet n hive and hung out with them
But i have literally not seen a single photo of 99% of them
Was wild
TK - Today at 10:21
its all important, all of it to balance what it is to be HUMAN
thats why we are sick
AA - Today at 10:21
Human is what we were
Yeah
Think ive shown u this before.This is what we were
When i think about it siriusly, i have been more prescient and at the whim of my Intuition since covid than i ever have been
TK - Today at 10:24
u met your friends while astral projecting?
AA - Today at 10:24
yeah
i'd have period of lost consciousness physi cally
and "come to" within my body within my apartment after some indeterminate period of time
TK - Today at 10:25
i think wed have to catch up for you to explain it properly
id love to hear the process
AA - Today at 10:26
you know the state of utter exhaustion you get into when your brain starts taking a stroll through the imagination?
and you just roll with it
TK - Today at 10:26
sleep deprivation, burnout, autopilot
hallucinations
AA - Today at 10:26
it was that, but being able to roll with it to another level. Kinda like your subconsciousness also starting to replay the events of the recent past in an abstract and creative way
but you are awake?
but then you aren't?
TK - Today at 10:27
AA - Today at 10:27
it's hard to explain, it's definitely a Dissociative identiy symptom
TK - Today at 10:27
i wont pretend to know but id love to try to find out
AA - Today at 10:28
sometimes i would be walking fto the bus station after work and it would happen really quickly and i'd immediately shudder back into my physical self
coz i was walking next to a busy road on a really hot day and couldn't just "roll with it"
TK - Today at 10:28
seems to be constand split between 'conciousness is a chemical reaction and nothing more' to conciousness is like the signal in a television its coming from somewhere, cant disprove either
AA - Today at 10:29
consciousness is in between awareness of body and awareness of intellect i think
it's like a subconsciousness underlying
TK - Today at 10:29
we do have essentially 2 brains or states of being
AA - Today at 10:29
probably your real human self
TK - Today at 10:29
the brain and the body or reptilian brain or ego
AA - Today at 10:29
that's been muted by our usual mental and physical distractions
TK - Today at 10:29
brain waves are an interesting one
AA - Today at 10:30
can you feel rested like you have slept just by meditating
TK - Today at 10:30
the higher the frequency the higher the state of thinking technically, although brainwaves supposedly are nothing more than the byproduct of thinking
AA - Today at 10:30
or laying down and letting your mind roll with it?
TK - Today at 10:30
yeh, breathing has ahuge role in that
AA - Today at 10:30
yeah
TK - Today at 10:30
even the process of oxidising your body can be regulated and slowed
AA - Today at 10:31
things got so stressful in the mental and physical plane that I pretty much stumbled into the other plane of existence, the realm of consciounsness
TK - Today at 10:31
thats how mkultra victims survive too by creating a split to retreat to
AA - Today at 10:31
yeah
its really interesting coz it made me wonder
whether the childhood trauma enacted upon bloodline kids and mkultra slaves is to access that
TK - Today at 10:32
can you create a split that is the spiritual component of yourself, and ideally without any heavy trauma
AA - Today at 10:32
Cathy O'Brien writes about it extensively in her autobiography
nah it's not a split of myself it's a split of me to separate from mental and physical
there is no other personalities like with MK ultra
TK - Today at 10:33
haha yeh i shootin wildly
AA - Today at 10:33
but tbh it's a similar process to make it happen i thikn
TK - Today at 10:33
the people that program mkultra say its a huge priveledge and a great gift to have bestowed
the nutters
AA - Today at 10:34
https://trance-formation.com/
TRANCE Formation Of America
Cathy O'Brien
TRANCE Formation Of America - Cathy O'Brien & Mark Phillips
Cathy O'Brien & Mark Phillips, authors of TRANCE Formation of America, ACCESS DENIED For Reasons of National Security, PTSD: Time To Heal.
i prob have PTSD
a lot of ppl prob do now
TryKulla - Today at 10:34
we are like in orbit of mind and body always drifting closer and then further from one another
stress does lots of things to the body on a chemical level
gardenin back in a bit
ayaygabriel - Today at 10:36
TheTruthAlwaysAddsUp
Roseanne Barr opens for Cathy O'Brien on MKULTRA Mind Control
Axe Me Anything
- Why
- Who
- What
- When
- Where
- Ok?
- How can I become accustomed to the view through a different lens when looking through the future now?
- How long does one intend to live to when they should be figuring out when their life is going to be taken?
Admiring My Audience - All Mine Away
I was contacted by some girls on Twitter a year or so ago... I did some investigation, posted a little bit, trolled a lot and am sad that these girls (and many more) are still being the unwitting victim of #CallMeKarizma
https://callmecancelled-com.webnode.com/biography/
- *my steem article is linked there CALLMEKARIZMA: Is This Aspiring Rap Pop Star An Online Predator?
And Phil is someone who was very supportive and interested in @ex-exploitation back when it was in full swing. He recently published an extremely detailed book which is an invaluable resource for those who delve into intrinsically evil and exploitative power structures:
Pedogate Primer: the politics of pedophilia
Consider supporting him by purchasing a copy.
Philip Fairbanks discusses his book Pedogate Primer: The Politics of Pedophilia on YT Channel William Ramsey Investigates
.mp3 recording of same guest interview
https://api.spreaker.com/download/episode/41828368/philip_fairbanks.mp3
Interval
Encore
Waeys - Toter (2020)
I really dig this disjointed and steppy style of Drum N Bass - a style recently discovered despite it coming to the fore in 2020. There's something about it's spastic disjointedness that is perfect for the makeshift dancefloor of your living room.
I couldn't see myself maintaining any rhythmic dance to match this beat being blasted onto what was once a nightclub dancefloor...
(and is likely to remain permanently closed. I still miss 2019)
The Caracal Project - Encore (2020)
Now this is what i'm talking about. So creative and energy-packed! Check out the gappy steppy stabby gated unf unf unf unf unf @ 1:51
It's too short though and I want to go out and dance and shit, ya know what i meen?
Dive - Death Machine (2020)
Hey I was looking for any of the latest tracks by the artist Deathmachine but this came up and it's fucken dope. Licks of NIN with some extra 2020 pulsating dread. Lyrics are dope too, very uplifting and inspiring
One of those random finds during the Matinée of Anhedonia that slot in nicely to match the pitch and timbre of your 48th hour exhausted, 6th beer, 20th cigarette and the pulsating dread I find myself comfortably familiar with when it's heard at the Eleventh Hour
Way Past Curfew w/ Deathmachine - Live PRSPCT Records February 7th 2021
Shout out to PRSPCT records of Netherlands whom were my shining beacon on top of the bassbin speakerstack lighthouse, guiding me through the abhumanizing horrors of 2020 towards their safe harbour. The label owner, Thrasher, is an absolute fucking mad cunt who made the outlandish (outlandish? Covidish?) promise to have his label do a Youtube Livestream or premiere every single day until fucking Lockdown FuckDown is over. Him and PRSPCT are pretty much sticking to that promise and it's amazing. Such frenzied passion with such nostalgic music styles are keeping me alive.
Oh and I'm constantly surprised at the overlaps between old genres coming into something new. I guess one thing Corona can be thanked for is turning us into ourselves to see what we can create out of a pile of shit, viral fragments and discarded Personal Protective Equipment. So far our imagination does not appear to be lacking but I am entering stages of bone weariness not previously experienced - indicating to me that the imaginative energies are not being weaponized, are not being aimed upwards to blast and incapacitate the invisible hand hovering overhead..
How to Approach A Future of Imminent Confusion wielding Illogic & Abhumanity as your weapons of choice
The Rabbi Is In: Two Men Come Down The Same Chimney
Rabbi Joseph Telushkin, whose writings have been a blessing to many of us, recounts this story of Talmudic logic in his book Jewish Humor: What The Best Jewish Jokes Say About the Jews:
A young man in his mid-twenties knocks on the door of the noted scholar Rabbi Shwartz. “My name is Sean Goldstein,” he says. “I’ve come to you because I wish to study Talmud.”
“Do you know Aramaic?” the rabbi asks.
“No,” replies the young man.
“Hebrew?” asks the Rabbi.
“No,” replies the young man again.
“Have you studied Torah?” asks the Rabbi, growing a bit irritated.
“No, Rabbi. But don’t worry. I graduated Berkeley summa cum laude in philosophy, and just finished my doctoral dissertation at Harvard on Socratic logic. So now, I would just like to round out my education with a little study of the Talmud.”
“I seriously doubt,” the rabbi says, “that you are ready to study Talmud. It is the deepest book of our people. If you wish, however, I am willing to examine you in logic, and if you pass that test I will teach you Talmud.”
The young man agrees.
Rabbi Shwartz holds up two fingers. “Two men come down a chimney. One comes out with a clean face, the other comes out with a dirty face. Which one washes his face?”
The young man stares at the rabbi. “Is that the test in logic?”
The rabbi nods.
”The one with the dirty face washes his face,“ he answers wearily.
“Wrong. The one with the clean face washes his face. Examine the simple logic.The one with the dirty face looks at the one with the clean face and thinks his face is clean. The one with the clean face looks at the one with the dirty face and thinks his face is dirty. So the one with the clean face washes his face.”
“Very clever,” Goldstein says. “Give me another test.”
The rabbi again holds up two fingers. “Two men come down a chimney. One comes out with a clean face, the other comes out with a dirty face. Which one washes his face?”
“We have already established that. The one with the clean face washes his face.”
“Wrong. Each one washes his face. Examine the simple logic. The one with the dirty face looks at the one with the clean face and thinks his face is clean. The one with the clean face looks at the one with the dirty face and thinks his face is dirty. So the one with the clean face washes his face. When the one with the dirty face sees the one with the clean face wash his face, he also washes his face. So each one washes his face.”
“I didn’t think of that,” says Goldstein. It’s shocking to me that I could make an error in logic. Test me again.”
The rabbi holds up two fingers. “Two men come down a chimney. One comes out with a clean face, the other comes out with a dirty face. Which one washes his face?”
“Each one washes his face.”
“Wrong. Neither one washes his face. Examine the simple logic. The one with the dirty face looks at the one with the clean face and thinks his face is clean. The one with the clean face looks at the one with the dirty face and thinks his face is dirty. But when the one with the clean face sees the one with the dirty face doesn’t wash his face, he also doesn’t wash his face. So neither one washes his face.”
Goldstein is desperate. “I am qualified to study Talmud. Please give me one more test.”
He groans, though, when the rabbi lifts two fingers. “Two men come down a chimney. One comes out with a clean face, the other comes out with a dirty face. Which one washes his face?”
“Neither one washes his face.”
“Wrong. Do you now see, Sean, why Socratic logic is an insufficient basis for studying Talmud? Tell me, how is it possible for two men to come down the same chimney, and for one to come out with a clean face and the other with a dirty face? Don’t you see? The whole question is "narishkeit", foolishness, and if you spend your whole life trying to answer foolish questions, all your answers will be foolish, too.”
May we all have the wisdom to ask, and answer, the wise questions!