I feel like someone has put a fist right through my aura! Here. And I used my hands to gesture what I could feel was a gaping hole over my heart chakra and my solar plexis.
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It was almost a year ago, and yet today, as I see racial violence explode on twitter as a mob kicks a young man to death before I can scroll away, I can feel that wound remains raw and is not yet fully healed.
What happened? Of necessity I must be sparse in the details - please, no questions in the comments about the violent act itself or its circumstances. Suffice it to say that my herbal project, Organic Frontiers works with indigenous and Karen people who have been displaced by the ongoing 60+ year civil war along the Thai-Burmese border. It is the longest running civil war in modern history. And so, of necessity, I engage with soldiers of several persuasions, many of whom are active in whatever it is they do. They are a big group of people needing retraining in an area with no employment, especially for people with no legal status in any country. People living between the cracks, where they can. Part of the peace process is creating employment, and that is my part.
I have been schlepping to the mountainous border regions monthly for a year and more, teaching young Karen men how to grow things, build compost heaps, create probiotic EM and generally look forward to a productive life of peace. So when the video on my messenger app showed a young man standing in a hole he was digging as the first frame, it was utterly normal for me. They often send me pics and videos to help learn and ask questions. I was drinking coffee and it was early, as in pre-7am. As he dug this HUGE hole, my brain was asking questions. His was not a face I could place, but I felt I'd seen him before. I'm going to not explain this blow by blow, cos it is still really raw. Suffice it to say that over the course of 2 horrific minutes, this man was executed with a machete - dismembered bit by bit whilst still alive in the hole he was digging. While a 3rd party filmed it from not more than 3 meters away.
It was mesmerizing in the most horrific way and I was completely frozen in shock - constantly asking myself the question: "Who IS this man and why was this video of his murder sent to me?"
It happened the day before my Near Infra Red Light treatment - I have been part of an international clinical study studying the effect of Near Infra Red Light Therapy for a serious injury and nerve damage to my left arm. All through that day and into the next morning, every time I closed my eyes, I saw it. The execution. Over and over. I thought I would never be able to unsee it.
Dr Zulia asked me what was wrong when I arrived for my Near infra Red Light Treatment the next day, and it was then that I told her what I had seen.
I feel like someone has put a fist right through my aura! Here.
"But they have!" she replied. "Your whole aura is fractured!!".
Dr Zulia Frost is a highly skilled and qualified clinician who practices medicine in several countries, but she is also a well trained energy healer. She explained to me that the layers of the aura have different functions.
Energy becomes light, and light becomes energy, literally charging our bodies. But there are things that drain light and energy, which leave a hole in our protective forcefield, if you will. The drain of energy damages the aura and it does need to be repaired.
She immediately lay me down and applied both heat and Near Infra Red Light to the heart and solar plexus areas on the front of my body. And then turned me over after 10 mins and did the same to the back of my heart and solar plexus areas.
She taught me how to do that at home, and gave me a Flexbeam unit to use every day for the following week. And she suggested I actively meditate and draw energy up from the earth, and send it to those fractured areas. And also pull energy down through the crown of my head, and direct it to the wounded spots. She suggested I use the Near Infra Red Light every day, as well as spend some time in active, healing meditation every day.
When I went back to see her the following week, I can honestly say that I was no longer able to recall the man's face, nor the graphic detail of the video. When I now feel the sense of unsafe-violence looming from anywhere, my first instinct is to see the large hole dug in the opening frame of the video. When I feel my mind going there, I have to STOP and breathe white light into myself and release it into the parts of me that still feel bruised by the experience. And it dissipates.
And then I have to remove myself from the experience.
The Flexbeam team ARE currently conducting clinical trials through the Dept of Veterans Affairs in the US into the use of Near Infra Red Light for PTSD.
Do You NEED a light generating device, or a psychic aura healer, to work with fractures and breaks in the auric & etheric fields? Actually no. Light healing is something we are instinctively able to do - indeed, were born with. We simply have to RE-LEARN it. I would highly commend Barbara Brennan's classic work, Hands Of Light.
It's a wonderful, experiential journey to reconnect with your own light body and your light-healing self. It's NOT a sit-read-think book; it's a sit-read-practice-read-practice-observe-learn-practice-again kind of book. You could read it 50 times over and still be learning. It's a natural healing power we should all relearn. If you don't have 10 years to devote to becoming a skilled lightworker, you can always get a Flexbeam. š
Meanwhile, the Burmese wars and the atrocities continue. Thai media censorship and the safety of others make it not smart or safe to discuss that side of my work. I am more careful opening images and unannounced videos, I make sure my personal safety is taken care of as best as I can, and I know that my silence also protects others.
War is a terrible thing. It continues today, not just in Burma but in many countries. Those of us who seek to be active peacemakers DO sometimes get burned and wounded in the crossfire. I'm grateful Dr Zulia was about when she was to work her healing magic, and I am learning also to instantly apply healing light from my hands š to ALL injuries and traumas I experience and witness.
I have learned that my threshold for witnessing violence is lower after this violent trauma. If you take me to a wild action movie, I will be that person sweating and shaking and clutching your arm in the violent bits. Cos it's REAL for me and reactivates and reawakens an old injury. Take me to a dance club or a jazz bar instead.
Grateful for the Learning, Grateful for the Light.
Continuing on in my work along the border, because relevance is everything and apathy makes us complicit.
This is my entry to the @naturalmedicine community's Challenge: How Do We Heal The Effects of Violence? Win HIVE & Engage with Our Community. As a member of the Curation Team, I decline any prizes or placement.
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