Good afternoon everyone.
The question is so intriguing and direct to the point, I could say it, Yes! Life is so unfair.
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It doesn't mean that I am already on the negative side. Yes, there are so several blessings and good things that happened to my life but it passed by through very tough sacrifices and pain that I couldn't almost get over that situation. It was all in critical hardship. As if, I was then torn and broken down into small pieces despite all the good things that I did before. I am proud today that I survived.
Why life is so unfair to me?
There are bad people there who became successful, There are people who were less effort but their life is more than luxurious life. I'm not jealous or even complaining what are those situations. I am just supposed to be expecting more goods thing after all those sacrifices but what I did is not yet enough and not the best. It turned out nothing.
Looking Back
The reason why life is too unfair for me.
Here is the list of my failure in my life. I would enumerate this one by one.
- First dream is to become an educator but no one supported me. I worked for myself to study but something happened with me and the man, the father of my son. I failed.
- I devotedly working for my family and later on I owned a business when I was 22 but they broke me because of jealousy.*
- I was a faithful wife but being betrayed.*
- I helped people but they they don't mind me anymore*
- I loved someone but he never did loving me.
- I never see my mother when she returned to our Creator.
These are only few and so many things happening that I forgot .
There are good things happened
I easily said Life is unfair base to my experiences, but it doesn't mean that I am not counting the blessings and turning points of my life. What i gained today had passed a lot of obstacles and sacrifices. My life is not normal like other people have. How I used to imagine, just sitting down and eat, sleep and roaming around freely. Going out with friends and enjoy the realm of life. I never had it all. I never go on the party with friends and enjoy the moments. All are against toy lifestyle. I never experience such easy life like what many people have. Life is unfair, it is true but we have the power to make to the right pathway and make it the best.It depends upon the formula that we have to apply every day.
Indeed,I thank the Lord God and to all the people around who supported me. This is my way of life that I couldn't resist. Accepting the truth is better than complaining. I am standing where my life and feet stop and someday my life will lead to my rest. If I have no heaven on earth, I am pretty sure to find it, in Heaven.
Thank you @ecotrain for this amazing question.
Hive On!
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