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I am really excited to share my opinian here. Long time ago before I face this question now, I remember that I had been thinking about it once. If I could choose whether I see the future or go back to the past. What's the best answer? I really thought about it because it wasn't easy question. Then, at a glance I thought I preferred to see the future. I wanted to see my future because it was a biggest mystery that everyone wanted to know. Certainly, I could see what I am going to be, how my life is, who I am going to be married with. What about the world? What about human life. Everything would be revealed clearly. Incredible, isn't it?
However, guess what? It's not done yet. It is not the end. I start thinking beyond that. It's not just about how my future is going to be or what's happening in the world someday, it's not just about what are my achievements, etc. NO. I was so wrong. Let's see. What if these things were not happened in the future? A lot of questions inside my head.
Let's be realistic, right? Your dreams, your wishes at the present do not come true in the future. Your wishful thinking now is the opposite of what's happening. I think it's horrible. That's why I'm truly fearful.
There is a lot of struggling in my mind. Could I actually get all my dreams in my future? Could I, with these all my weakness? I start to doubt it. What's worse is that might be I feel like I don't have my enthusiasm in my life because I already know everything. Future that is supposed to be a HOPE instead it turns out to be a NIGHTMARE.
Imagine, I would get through my whole life without any worries because I knew all about it. Everything has been answered. Shortly, I think my life would be so boring and flat. It's not dynamics anymore. There is no surprises in our lives. Is it too monotonous for this big world?
Well, I can make a parable to get my point. When we want to watch a movie, do you prefer to know the spoiler or not? I think mostly people would rather waiting than knowing the spoiler. You got the point, right? Seeing the future is about spoiler.
Can you imagine if you know everthing about your future, how is your life on the next level? You could be a pessimistic person, have an anxiety, even worse you had no passion or desire in life anymore. These could be happened. For me, let the future remains a mystery of our lives. Mystery that can make us always encouraging or motivated to achieve somethings, to become mystery that can make us trying and doing effort to get them all. Making our lives more alive at the present. It would be so much better for me. That's why I do not choose to see the future.
My final answer for this question, I would prefer going back to the past, my past. Why? If I could go back and change present time, it would be so extraordinary. It would be amazing. I would fix all my mistakes, my faults, at the present. I really want to go back to the past times because my first reason is that I want to spend my precious time with everyone I loved.
I lost my father and some people that I loved so much, that's why I want to go back to my past and I would spend more time with them, with my father, treat him better when he was still around, fix all my mistakes. I would appreciate my time, use it as well as possible and do my best. I could fix all my failures at least I would not dissapoint my self as a person. It sounds so tempting and yeah I am so excited about it.
When I lived my life in the past, I could apprehend how much worthy time is. Time is so worthy so do not waste your time. I would be a grateful person and enjoy everything that I do at that time. When I know every mistakes that I made then I would go back to the past and change it. I could change everyting. I could be a different person which is better than what I am now. When I know my father is gone, I would be a better daughter for him. I could meet him again, see him again, see his face even I could hug him like it was a dream. All my regrets would be gone. I would not have any regrets at the present. Where everything seems to be impossible, this is the best impossibility that ever happened. It is called a miracle. I have one more chance to bring my life again. It's like I was reborn one more time.
So clearly, in the end I prefer going back to the past than seeing future. I would restore my life, fix my mistakes and be a grateful and better human being. I lived my life with no regrets and still could wish all the best for the future.
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