For me personally, I find it difficult to show more than I feel. It's a problem I have with everyone, except for my own daughter; with her it's all different... For this February 14th, Valentine's Day, I just wanted to go to the countryside with my partner. He and I, just for a couple of days. Away from everything and everyone. In a place, closer to a dream than anything else. Quite simply, a dream that starts with my natural inability to reveal my feelings openly? It is also a revelation to myself. I believe that it's time to love and to love people well...
And beyond choosing a day full of marketing to be alone with him, what makes this day stand out is that we have been together for another Valentine's Day. If you knew how different we are, you couldn't believe that we are a couple. I have to confess that this little getaway is a real treat for us, to tell you the truth.... I have had a very intense and very heavy start to the year in terms of work, and yes I have neglected my relationship with him a bit.
A number of problems have arisen from these frictions, which have been mostly frustration and helplessness. Because it's not something that happens by choice but by necessity? Moreover, sometimes, when I least think about it, I fall into a spiral of routine, repetition, which makes it difficult for me to realise in time what I am generating for others... Don't believe it, girls, far from what we were taught, being in a relationship is not the same thing as being in a relationship.
As for romance, I have to say that it has taken me longer to understand than I thought it would? What do I mean? Well, I've always had a hard time letting go of that conservative idea of home, family and relationships, but over time I've come to understand that the very complications of life make it impossible for there to be a pattern to happiness or fulfillment. On the contrary, if there is one thing I have had to learn to digest, it is that love is built, made but also (there is a risk there) destroyed every day.
I owed an apology to the person I love. Without warning, with some impulsivity but with passion and the desire to renew my capacity to show love to this spectacular man I have by my side, I took him to the countryside. To a small inn for rent for the weekend. Alone, he and I, a jacuzzi and the imposing beauty of a nature that surprised us with a couple of very wintry days. 17 degrees and the perfect atmosphere to start the change I need to make; for me, for him, for us. Oh, look at me, I read corny.... Haha
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