If I were to choose a title for a movie in my life, it would be a very memorable movie title. In regard this week's ladies of hive community challenge #241 which asks the question " If your life had a title like a Netflix series, what would it be? " By @priyanarc I would title my movie "Inspired by Chances". My journey was a winning and losing rollercoaster and I was learned by the chances I take. There are so many opportunities that come and some I grabbed, some I decline but I don't have any regrets of I am today.
I became a mother at 20. And I never expect that my baby has cleft lip and palate and I think God has given me this opportunity to be more kind, more patient and more appreciative to beauty. Because of her I was grabbing for chances. Chances for becoming her better. Chances that I always run for like her operation days, her health and the months she recovered. It feels like chasing circumstances that is quite impossible if you just sit down and wait for miracles.
This is what I always have in my mind. Chasing my goals or just staying at home taking care of the kids. I can earn at home but very little. I dreamed of helping my parents but I can't because my incom can only good for my little family. I was in the doubt to find a job and leave my kids on my parents and at the same time I want to live peacefully together with my husband all the time. I want to finish school but I don't have the guts to start it. I'm afraid to lose memories and time but it feels like I'm wasting it. That's why today I always grab things that come my way.
Today I put my life like a snake and ladder board game. There are always snakes everywhere and it represents challenges or obstacles but there will be lots of ladders too that can take you to a higher place. What I'm going to do is just grab some chances. My life is like this. I went to ups and downs but I never surrendered. I grab opportunities some are failed some are successful so my life I can say that I was inspired of chances because chances made me live.
(Photos are edited using Canva templates, but words are mine and also my daughters pictures are mine.)