Hello everyone especially the ladies of the hive, this is my very first time participating in this contest, I wanted to make a video for the last contest but I couldn't. I was invited to partake in the contest by @deraaa
Am I Who I always Wanted To Be?
Bluntly, The Answer is No and I will explain.
This picture reminds me alot, it was taken about 4 years ago when I thought everything will go smoothly.
I'm a Nigerian, born into a family of 4. Four as in four girls. Went to a school of only girls, most of my life I've seen alot of things regarding the female gender.
I have always wanted my life to go smoothly like every lucky person but it hasn't.
When I went to my first boarding school, it was a tale of so many setbacks, think of the bad things to experience in school, I experience them all. I planned to get into the university with my first attempt, but like I said good things didn't come to me.
Now I'm in university but I don't feel any passion for what am studying, I wish I was a dancer and went into modelling. But society and culture won't accept that. Now I don't have time for myself, I'm on a journey I don't like and it feels like a trap because it's a long one. If I was a man, things might have been different but I am not and I have to keep leaving this way. I have funny dreams of how being a man would have felt.
I could keep going on and on but I have to go now.
This is my entry, I don't have anyone to bring as I am still new but I will update this post as soon as I find @joanstewart
Image Courtesy of Ladiesofhive
Thanks to @ladiesofhive.Truth is I really don't like talking about my emotional life but here I am.
