For the third day of my akashic message challnege/experiment while I wait for the training to begin, I called in guides and teachers that hold me in unconditional love and then waited.
I saw a woman, with long blonde hair. She said her name was Diana. She was barefoot and a free spirit. She was coming down from climbing an apple tree with an apple to give me. the apple was large and red and I took it from her, though I didn't bite into it.
She showed me the way into the akashic records through the trunk of a tree and once I went down I sat on the floor and waited. The number 803 came into my mind and the image of a map, almost like in a fairytale. as I put my fingers on the map my clothes changed into different character costumes, like I needed to play the different roles in order to follow the map. I was beginning to explore this when I felt a soft warm weight in my arms. I looked down to see a young goat, resting in my arms. I was really attracted to the goat and the calm it brought me.
Then I asked Diana if there were any messages I could share and if I could do some automatic writing. I opened my eyes and wrote a bit, however in the middle of the writing a glass shattered in my kitchen and I had to go up to help my daughter clean it up. So I'll share what I wrote before that happened:
barefoot, garlands of flowers, apples have seeds like you and me, explore the sweetness that's blossoming. Having fun brings comfort. release the pressure valve and come play with me. feel the earth at your feet and partake in it's gifts.
shattered glass
When I was done cleaning up the accident in the kitchen I looked up what a goat means, because that was the part that felt the most authentic
I found that the goat as a spirit animal represents confidence, moving forward, abundance and for pushing forward into new things and higher goals in life. They also have to do with trusting that you'll be okay, land on you feet and continue your journey. If you think about it, goats can balance on small areas, they push forward, I've seen them as well as pets and parts of families. They're also known to be stubborn. I like that the goat was in my lap and in that I think maybe it was about trusting that you have what it takes to push forward and maybe just to be with your own journey thus far and appreciate it while it's in your mind.
I also looked up the symbolism of red apples. My first thought was the red apple form Snow White ... BUT ... as I looked it up, red apples signify love, positivity, sensuality, feminine beauty, knowledge and desire. I think it's prefect that it was given to me by a woman. I'll have to jump back in later if I can to finish the automatic writing!
I also looked up the significance of the number 803 ... and from what I found, it means stay on your current path and to make the most of what you have already inside of you.
So that's it for today ... make of it what you will <3
See you tomorrow!
LOVE.
Jocelyn b.
