I won my inner battle. Good day, beautiful souls of the Ladies of Hive community. Thank you for dropping by my blog today.
I won my inner battle; this is something I battled with for so many years, and thank God I won finally. So I am a very hot-tempered person; when I'm angry, I say harsh words that, at the end, I often regret.
I know I have hurt some people through my actions and words and regretted everything at the end. But I decided to fight this demon in me called anger when I had my second child.
I remember an incident that happened some time ago. When I was a teacher, I was selected to be among the teachers that were to attend one of our college wedding, and I didn't want to go because it was out of state. This almost cost me my salary for that month. Because out of anger i said some disrespectful words to the head teacher, but I later apologized.
People told my husband before our marriage that I'm too temperamental, that I wouldn't make a good wife, and that I won't be submissive, but thank God for the kind of love my husband has for me.
He was very patient with me, always advising me on how to overcome this hot temper of mine. I know so many opportunities that I've missed because I was angry or something.
Thank God I won my inner battle. I have been trying to achieve these for a long period of time now. And finally I won. Looking at myself today I'm proud of who I have become. Thank you for reading through.