In the end, I learned that not everything lasts forever, and seeing how that end comes so quickly hurts deeply. I wonder if I will be able to endure this story ending here, if I will ever have a happy ending. The uncertainty weighs heavily, but in the midst of all this, I decide that I will embrace this new story I will create.
This realization that things are transient is something I now feel firsthand. It hurts to realize that what was, is no longer, and the speed with which it happened takes me by surprise. The attachment to what I knew, to what gave me meaning, is strong, and the idea that it has ended leaves me feeling very vulnerable.
I wonder if I will ever find that "happy ending" that I so deeply desire. Doubt assails me, but deep down, a small spark of hope still persists. And it is that spark that drives me to make an important decision: although I don't know what the future holds, I will embrace this new stage.
I know that this new story will not erase the pain of the past, but it does offer me the opportunity to build something different. I have the capacity to be the author of my own path, and although I now feel uncertainty, I also feel a pang of excitement for what's to come.
I understand that learning to live with the ephemeral nature of things is a process, and that accepting endings is part of the cycle of life. I will allow myself to feel the sadness for what's gone, but I will not stay stuck in that feeling. Life goes on, and I have the power to shape my future. So yes, I will enjoy the adventure of creating this new story, with the hope that it leads me to unexpected places and, perhaps, to that happy ending that I so deeply desire.
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