Today I was feeling like I needed to do something, but couldn't remember it. Anyways, I felt like a force was dragging me to my notes app in order to write something. What I needed to write were my weekly reflections!
This has been such a bittersweet week, too much wondering and overthinking have made me almost ill. But I think I'm getting a point of realization where I'm quite sure about the person I want to become.
First realization of the week: any amount of money is worth the deterioration of my health. Being so serious about work when people around me are not, made overtsress, wich was fatal to me. So, if it implies to lose my wellbeing, it doesn't matter how much money I win there, I'm quitting.
On the other hand, I've been able to see people's hypocrisy in its maximum level (and I couldn't been more disappointed). Truth is that it doesn't matter how much someone is around you, that's not a proof of their loyalty. Hard times bring people's truest skin, so you better watch out how they behave. It's not about keeping up hard feelings, it's just a warn to stay cautious.
This also led me to another "enlightenment". No people's word will ever speek louder than my own actions. Like, you can throw all the shadow you want over me, that won't stop me from achieving my goals. And I know that some day, I'll be the one who's laughing 😂.
Hope mext week brings new experiences to learn from, in order to share my reflections again with you. See you next week!