In the evening while the whole family was preparing for cross over service I was becoming so emotional and sober, truly I can’t really figure out what exactly was the problem, you know I was unbiased this state were I know I’m bothered but can’t really trace that to any particular reason, the more perplexed I become trying be to verify this the more confused I get, so I decided to put a call through to my friend trying to narrate one of them reason I think made me sober even at that’s i couldn’t free up cause after we spoke for about 20minutes my airtime was exhausted.
So just got up dressed and together we left for church, when I entered church well! My spirit was lighted up by seeing some old faces, friends of mine from way back so we got chatting and I then returned to my sober state even when in church, kind and I wasn’t connected to whatever was going on just few affirmations to declaration and other I just feel necessary cause not like I wasn’t neglecting anything thing but in my local Orthodox Church the activities are quite different from a Pentecostal setting, but however Once in a while I’ll just cheer up thanks to my friends around in church
I just have to push myself to celebrate and jubilate for the arrival of the new year in my life I’m grateful for my life, I recall earlier this year if not by Gods mercy I would have past, and so I was grateful for a second chance at life and for that I was glad and had to just dance on gradually my over it
One key fact hit me hard and I kept repeating this to my self while on my way home with street filled with lots of people coming back from church returning home while others are busy burning shouting and doing all sort of stuffs tires (one off the things we do here as a sign of jubilation burning old things cloths anything you can’t find and welcoming the new year with fresh breath) the street filled them, the fact that
It’s not to just shout and celebrate wine and dine and all the stuff that’s comes with the new year but how can we creat that difference in our lives it’s a remarkable point we’re even the earth had to restart it’s journey around the sun so we
Ought to retrace our step, have a clear rethink plan and prospect for our lives, it’s not just celebrating yah we’re grateful making to this point despite what thorns and circumstances, experiences that we’ve gone through I truly think the key thing here Ian to have a renewing of our minds doing away with old things that’s didn't work out and filling it up with new vision, prospect, new resolution, goals and target
We make this mistakes year after year that’s why you see people keep repeating, running around in the same circles and not making any meaningful progress towards advancing the course of their life, it’s not just acting and taking in whatever what life’s throws at you with proper planning strategies on ground truly followed can get you on that new year resolution done and dusted
People make a lot of promise to themselves to do away and receive new things into their life but sooner or later they are back to their old ways and then we find some one to throw the blame on when things don’t go our according to our plans but little did we know that it’s not just saying these things but been intentional and purposeful about them in your heart
